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My Prayer for Backstabbers:
My Prayer for Backstabbers: To all my backstabbers, I appreciate what you've done for me over the years although at the time I tasted the poison of your betrayal it felt harder than anything else to bear. Unfortunately I know some of your names and faces and that fact will remain with me forever since knowledge is a terrible thing, good and bad. It's like toothpaste ‒ once it's out, it's impossible to push it back to where it came from. Thanks to your personal attacks, I was forced to stop on my tracks and think about what I took for granted or sacred in my life, more so than my true loved ones could ever do. I considered in great pain all your rumors, allegations, the things you've said behind my back to cause me lose that "relationship." You've forced me to look into my raw wounds with an unflinching eye and take a massive inventory of my mind and my soul. In there I found many things perfectly pure and innocent of any evil. Many joys and pleasant blessings that still defines today who I am, thank you. Yet I've also found in there plenty to improve, to buff and shine to a brilliance that I didn't know I was capable of doing. So, although your numbers are very few thankfully and you usually scamper away to more precious morsels when I neglect you and refuse to turn back your arrows, your positive impact on my growth has been significant. May all who yearn for growth and light be tested against your blessed adversity like a rusty piece of blade becomes the perfect sword it is when tested against the illuminating resistance of the sharpening stone. May God bless you for your precious presence in my past and your inadvertent teaching of forgiveness and peace. Amen. |
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10/2/2006 1:01 pm |
This is, in my humble opinion hun, your best piece of writing yet. I love this side of you...as you already know....the deep meaningful & thought provoking Steamy. The Steamy who we often dont see yet she lurks just below the surface then bubbles forth. I second your Amen.
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I find this to be very thought provoking........I think everyone in the world can relate to this........ It certainly made me think.....adn smile when the thinking was done! If you should die before me, ask if you can bring a friend........
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10/2/2006 1:21 pm |
If yours has a problem reaching all please use mine , no harm in covering all the bases. " God , Please grant __________ with all they deserve with great abundance a.s.a.p.Thx." Hugs
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This is, in my humble opinion hun, your best piece of writing yet. I love this side of you...as you already know....the deep meaningful & thought provoking Steamy. The Steamy who we often dont see yet she lurks just below the surface then bubbles forth. I second your Amen. lol...youre funny-Ya know...just because I may lurk (as you call it..lol) around doesnt mean I was just born last night. I do see/hear what goes on and mama didnt raise no dummy. Whats wrong with a little bubbly once in a while? LOL! (Thank you sweets!)
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Whats going on here girl, I'm a little concerned - mail me! A xxxx Nothing to be all that concerned about,babes! I now tend to keep my eyes open a bit more than I have in the recent past. I will shoot you an email shortly. Thanks for the concern!~Muah
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I find this to be very thought provoking........I think everyone in the world can relate to this........ It certainly made me think.....adn smile when the thinking was done! Yeah...it should make all the 'guilty' ones stop and think about it before they think too much and too deep. They'll bury themselves aooner or later. It always comes down to them hanging themselves and coming off looking even more dumb than what they already are. Know what I mean? Ya always gotta be one step ahead of them.... .....I'm SMILING right now!!!!! hehe...... (whoa....my confirmation # is 666 for this post! Is it fate or what...? ) "God dont like 'ugly.")
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If yours has a problem reaching all please use mine , no harm in covering all the bases. " God , Please grant __________ with all they deserve with great abundance a.s.a.p.Thx." Hugs (First,let me say-love your handle! lol) Unfortunately, ya lost me on this.... Please advise! lol
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storm, Yeah...it should make all the 'guilty' ones stop and think about it before they think too much and too deep. They'll bury themselves aooner or later. It always comes down to them hanging themselves and coming off looking even more dumb than what they already are. Know what I mean? Ya always gotta be one step ahead of them.... .....I'm SMILING right now!!!!! hehe...... (whoa....my confirmation # is 666 for this post! Is it fate or what...? ) "God dont like 'ugly.") On to the rest, I agree wholeheartedly! And I truly enjoy it when the guilty are exposed......He, he, he.......Yes, I am evil! So maybe the whole '666' thing was becasue you were responding to me! Hey, how funny......My number is '664'...... The Neighbor of the Beast! If you should die before me, ask if you can bring a friend........
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10/2/2006 5:21 pm |
I often practice the sage wisdom of the words my sister once said to me..."Don't live in the past, but never forget the lessons the past taught you." I decided long ago that God handles the Judgement business....not me. Made me a better person. I have experienced every emotion from all the past hurts,betrayals,etc. But, it is part of my growth that i make lemonade out of lemons. MUUAAHH=GASMS!!!!!
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10/2/2006 9:09 pm |
Steamy, Though I haven't seen much of your past writings, I will tell you that not only is this extremely well written, but succint and to the point. I am sorry that anyone ever has to experience backstabbing, it is an ugly sport. There is always good that comes out of everything, no matter how bad. Keep Smiling Andy
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10/2/2006 10:47 pm |
Ya silly bint...i didnt mean YOU lurking i meant the real deep meaningful you lurks underneath that bubbly image. Then once in a while she pops out & gives people a surprise. This post...i know exactly how you feel though dont i.
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Ya silly bint...i didnt mean YOU lurking i meant the real deep meaningful you lurks underneath that bubbly image. Then once in a while she pops out & gives people a surprise. This post...i know exactly how you feel though dont i. OH! Lol Well, what the heck do I know? ...ya silly bint.(what does that mean? lol)ok....I need my coffee now;its ONLY 6am. here right now)
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Don't start that 'God don't like ugly' crap........Jezebelle pulled that crap and got me in all sorts of trouble with the man upstairs........ On to the rest, I agree wholeheartedly! And I truly enjoy it when the guilty are exposed......He, he, he.......Yes, I am evil! So maybe the whole '666' thing was becasue you were responding to me! Hey, how funny......My number is '664'...... The Neighbor of the Beast! (2 great minds that think alike....ahhh!)
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AMEN!! ....I'm goin'!
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I often practice the sage wisdom of the words my sister once said to me..."Don't live in the past, but never forget the lessons the past taught you." I decided long ago that God handles the Judgement business....not me. Made me a better person. I have experienced every emotion from all the past hurts,betrayals,etc. But, it is part of my growth that i make lemonade out of lemons. MUUAAHH=GASMS!!!!! Great points! MUUAAHH=GASMS right bachatchya!!!
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Steamy, Though I haven't seen much of your past writings, I will tell you that not only is this extremely well written, but succint and to the point. I am sorry that anyone ever has to experience backstabbing, it is an ugly sport. There is always good that comes out of everything, no matter how bad. Keep Smiling Andy Thank you! Why certain people take the time out to do this "sport" is beyond me.....especially if/when its unnecessary when you see the ages these certain people do it at. Ya know, one of my biggest pet peeves is when someone smiles in your face and then turns around and 'stabs ya in the back!' What makes it worse is when that person(s) thats doing it thinks the other is too blind, deaf and dumb to realize it when its happening....know what I mean?
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