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Blogs > rm_DevilCharmZ > RidiculouslyIdioticMind

I LOVE it SHORT!!  

rm_DevilCharmZ 47M
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3/3/2013 4:42 am
I LOVE it SHORT!!

Chaos... If there is one word to describe it, it would be 'CHAOS'.... Too many things have been running through me... Too many to be done and to have been thought of, to be think through.....

Weekend seems an extremely SHORT one. In fact, BURNT. There is no feeling... Not even pain... Just numbness.... A feeling which is better left undescribed. Stocked up - are chores... Which must be done, needs to be done or can't even be thought of or remembered....

I feel my wings are eager to spread....

Sex. I miss it. Good one. Long, nice ones.... I sit wondering when would be the next time I come in here to blog without saying or feeling that I miss sex.... That 'emptiness'.... That so far couldn't be filled. There're sometimes frustrations... Feel like dropping it altogether as it could often feel so 'empty' and meaningless after a while.... Each time it seems sex has not been done 'correctly'. I miss massage too.... Same thing, GOOD ONES of course....

Back to shit from Monday onwards.... On top of all those which needs to be done..... Projects, demands and requests that need to be met.... That endless list of it.... It was obviously a good job done over this weekend. But why do I feel...so meaningless...? I know there won't be recognition... I know I'll still need to consider... What needs to be done would still have to be done.....?

"Where have you been?" they asked... Sorry.. No time to even check my personal e-mail.... Not even office's properly.... I'm like a superman..... "Fly..... Fly..... Fly...."

Weekend. SO SHORT. Don't even have time of my own..... No time to eat, SHIT, SLEEP.... Niteven time to think about it..... CHORES - it's like a prison, and I'm slowly losing myself......

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