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Defragmentation.
Defragmentation. Somehow this night is not going exactly the way I thought of.... Thought of getting hitting the game screen and "SHOOT! SHOOT! SHOOT!" But instead I'm sort of still stuck with things I'll need to do.... Just realized another reason why I like blogging... I can write whatever I like in whatever style I want to and nobody's really to tell me shit about it. Unlike too often at work, things would have to be worded and changed over and over again.... Enjoying life.. Living it... Yet somehow I wish to just give up on sex altogether. Walk away. Hide? Live a new life doing the so many other things... Re-organize myself and become someone else.... Meeting groups.. The things that I thought I really wished to be doing... Though 'all' here, somehow I just couldn't figure is it that I cannot fork out the time or I've lost that zap altogether...? Need to find reasons / links.... Need to get myself moving in those directions again...? Too many personal things to be done... Too many things I wish to accomplish for work.... Time seems to sink into that tiny centre of a watch.. FOCUS - strings of thoughts are running about at the back of my head... Focus. What is important... What's not? Me and my life back? |
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