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Blogs > rm_DevilCharmZ > RidiculouslyIdioticMind

Me. Heaven & Earth. Spare.  

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12/3/2013 6:21 am
Me. Heaven & Earth. Spare.

Don't mind me. I know my topic is weird. I know my postings can be weird sometimes... That is because I AM WEIRD...?

PC also has been acting weirdly these days... It's booting up markedly slower than before... I suspect there could be ad / spy ware....?

I came back into the house today and I started thinking and missing my two dead rabbits... Once which died while I watched it happen... The other died 'suddenly' when I cam home one day... It's strange. I know I'm capable of being cold-blooded and most detached.. And a lot of time it's hard for people to truly understand me (not that I want to be understood)... So what really am I....?

Good deeds... Bad deeds.. I do them all.. I told him I'm full of energy and tired at the same time. Yes. That's me... I was thinking over what I said... Probably tired in the heart...?

I know in many others' eyes I'm most probably like a 'superman' or a 'super weirdo'...? Of course it's weird... I fucking hate my job and love it at the same time. I'm looking for a better, but seriously... What is 'better'? I can be a perfectionist or at least often told to be something close (seriously they have no idea how high my standard can be and I'm not even really trying yet...)... 'Better'...? I think I'll only end up looking for a 'perfect heaven' that doesn't exist... Probably... Something could only be created by me....?

I wish to get a good shower. Do my face. Check my e-mails. Then go shoot some people online.... It's December already....

X'Mas is coming. Bonus is coming. A lot of capability from me, but more jobs and expectations... My eye should be sort of 'officially recovered' by end of this month... A lot of spendings... Looking forward to next month where I'll finally be having my vacation... Been years....

I have a new 'resolution' next year...

I saw a nice lady in the lift earlier. I thought I almost wanted to get her contact from her.... Just to chat that is....

Didn't get to run again. Don't know who is more to blame? The weather? My job? Or myself..?

Getting late... I'm out.

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