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Blogs > rm_DevilCharmZ > RidiculouslyIdioticMind

Happiness is....  

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1/22/2014 9:51 pm
Happiness is....

Woke up hungry... There are just so many things I wish to do, there just won't be enough time since I've only a half day left....?

I thought I be going on my 3rd day without sleep, but I was wrong. I remember I used to be a very 'free' man not bound by anything (after having myself profiled a few times I finally started to know why some time back...), during my NS days I started to cultivate 'discipline' and later on 'self-discipline' at an even later stage of my life.... I started to 'enjoy' it. Anyway, coming back... Now that I'm a very much more 'self-disciplined' man, a lot of times I just find myself giving up on 'happiness'... Accepting that it is mainly more for others and so what if it's not for me.... Don't get me wrong, I still wish to make myself happy from time to time, it's just that I feel it's not really something I can't live without... Especially when it comes to work...

My overseas vacation is coming soon and I think that causes my holidays mood to kick it... A little 'escape', occasional chills... For now I think I can be quite an easily contented man...? Though I don't think I spend money the way like many of the others around me do, I still can be a 'spendthrift' working on 'impulses spree' on and off.... No good? I don't know... My 'self-disciplined' part of me is still trying to keep it in balance....

This morning I woke up applying a last minute leave. I thought I wish to treat myself better for a change... I thought I deserve a break... I think I deserve a good rest... More time to my own.... 'Discipline' can be set aside for now.

I know what I want to do today (somehow?), just that I might not have enough time...?

Have not been running for a while.... Feel like running but if I am to do most if not all of the things I wish to do for today, I would not have enough time for that....? Keep an open mind....

Tick tock.... I wish my mind is moving towards 'happiness' and more of the things that come with it.... I wish I can be more focused at work (my boss is an idiot wastes my time and resources...).

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