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Resurection....  

luoxana 51F  
330 posts
4/23/2011 9:57 pm
Resurection....

I am my own worst enemy.

This has not been the week that I wanted it to be. I did something that I promised myself I wouldn't do (this seems to be a re-occurring theme in my life). But trying to revamp and be accountable for all of my shortcomings, leads me to times of reflection.

I am more disappointed in myself and my lack of self restraint. Mr PT paid me a visit...need I say anything else? And I did disclose this info to my Sir - who reminded me that if we were in a true BDSM relationship, I would be beyond bruised for giving his pussy away. Luckily for me, he is kind, but I had to give a night of service to him...and one of his belts hanging on the bathroom door was good incentive for my compliance.

And to make matters even more strange, I have decided to move out of the state in a few months, provided that I passed my last round of testing. I have an opportunity to actually work in my field, and I can't pass that up. I know I will be gone for a year. I am scared of the unknown too, I have never lived outside the state of Florida. He is supportive of my decision to move. And that means the most to me. Having him as my friend (and being his lover) is amazing.

But until then, I am going to enjoy my sessions with him. And we still plan on the camshow/new profile pic session. I still need to find an appropriate mask, however a suggestion he made in the early hours this morning seems perfect for the occasion.

Will keep you all in the loop,
Luoxana

cagi08 57M
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41 posts
4/24/2011 5:31 am

 Good luck on the move!
And how about some details on Mr PT and the night of service?


luoxana 51F  
209 posts
4/24/2011 10:34 am

 Cagi,

Unfortunately, that would be like rubbing salt in a wound, and also add insult to injury for me and my Dom. I have to redeem myself for my lack of judgement. I wasn't even going to post this, but it was "suggested" of me to do so.

But I will say this, I honestly felt cheap afterwards. I think I am more pissed at myself than anything with this situation. But such is life. Sometimes you win some, sometimes you fall flat on your face. It is up to you how you dust yourself off in the end.

--"Wednesday" (don't ask)


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