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Mariana_Trench_ 50F
1974 posts
3/26/2010 9:35 pm
Time


It's not often I cry,
Some might say I'm done, but...
- in between the big moments -
when our whole world opened
when it received
astral projections of
consumption and possession

and when you
applauded arias
with your eyes
that were
coursing, pulsating -
/ strobe lights /
/ vital fluids /
You singed me to my bone
You ate my flesh with a glance,
You saw me...
Just me - just me - here.

a metronome, the lighthouse -
Our passage in the night,
back and forth recollections
of pressure, fission,
some kind dopplegang fuck

the measurement of time
in melting wax, peat bogs,
carbon 14 dating, and shale beds

Are these other moments,
The small moments
these microscopic moments,
And in these...
I get depressed,
I can't predict them
when the whole world
swallows my sense of safety.

I yearn for you, it's like it's -
Those times when I was younger,
On some very cold nights,
I'd sometimes find myself locked out.

I'd forgotten my key,
And I'd be waiting on the steps,
Numb and foolish,
Nobody to blame but myself.

You're digging in the dirt,
Planting morning glory seeds
Optimistic but distant-
When they'll flower.

Searching for some kind
Of significance to be
discovered is the grail of
your self-preservation,
That you need me that much...

Can you hear
I mask the
way my eyes dim,
I cover my lips,
smiling wide but
Forlorn, remember
It's
Just me - just me - here.

And in the click of that
analog alarm clock, how
fast things aren't
moving forward -
Waiting for the next one,
Just me - just me - here.

if you are not careful you'll
fall, just like the other
earring slide down the drain.
I've still got this one
But there is no retrieving
How the moments left us

It's that brief pause
between when the first
song is done, and
the next song begins-

Evaporated lyrics
(just that ephemeral)
And your growl saying mine
Like my memories are mine,
And meanwhile I'm
Just me - just me - here.



Achingheart2222 52F
628 posts
3/29/2010 11:24 pm

sometimes, we have to numb our feelings.

Take care, dear MT.

I will be gone awhile, may be more - To find ways to numb mine. LOL.


Mariana_Trench_ 50F
4396 posts
3/28/2010 2:25 pm

    Quoting MisterPriapus:
    .
    My newest favorite for Horizontal Tango syncopation is The Carpenters, when covered by authentico TJ Mariachis.

    iSi, es bueno, y muy fuego!

    If a guy weds because he's enamored of her boobs, does that mean he Marry Chi-Chis..?

    .
Does she rub oil of ole` face cream on them? I like fern-scented lotion for my body. And cinnamon oil in a bubble bath, these days. Or geranium, or rosemary, or lavender...or about a dozen potential other oils. I'm big on fragrance. Sensory stuff.

Yo. I'm still not here (here meaning Boston where I live) so I won't be logging in to IM. I'm still 'there' visiting relatives and they seem to take exception to my perviness going full throttle on their family PC. Silly, I know.

And I should have clarified this before, but I don't have a car for the driving to the Lynn and so forth. You'd have to make a supreme effort to meet me. I think I'm worth it. Heh.

MT


Mariana_Trench_ 50F
4396 posts
3/28/2010 10:08 am

    Quoting templar_s:
    Doppelgang fuck. Do you mean someone so much like you? I'm going on a limb here, and assuming that fuckfest was a raging success that ended much too soon, no?
Very preceptive of you, Templar. Yes.

Yes...oh God - Yes!

(sigh) Raging is a good word. And primal. And gutteral. And tantric.


MisterPriapus 64M
6974 posts
3/28/2010 7:28 am

.
My newest favorite for Horizontal Tango syncopation is The Carpenters, when covered by authentico TJ Mariachis.

iSi, es bueno, y muy fuego!

If a guy weds because he's enamored of her boobs, does that mean he Marry Chi-Chis..?


.

.

Been a while since they last let me out into polite society. Resurfacing, catching a breath, & catching up.



And while I got my Broad-Brimmed Pimping Hat on, could I cajole all of y'all to Comment on, Alone In A Cloud? It's probably the best thing that I've written!

Lately...

.


templar_s 54M
3888 posts
3/28/2010 6:06 am

Doppelgang fuck. Do you mean someone so much like you? I'm going on a limb here, and assuming that fuckfest was a raging success that ended much too soon, no?


Mariana_Trench_ 50F
4396 posts
3/27/2010 8:05 pm

    Quoting  :

I know, right?

Hey. Come bang me till I pass out a little,k? I'll perk right up. For reals.

mt


loadeddice00 51M

3/27/2010 6:30 am

    Quoting Mariana_Trench_:
    What? Bon Jovi? What?????? Dude, that's wrong.

    (What do daemons drink?)

    MT
CHERRY FLAVORED SLURPEE's!!!! NINE IN NAILS....I COULD ANAL DILDO FUCK YA TA...THAT!!!!!

DICE APPRECIATES A WOMAN WHO UNDERSTANDS THE VALUE IN HER 3 INPUTS!!!!!!!!!

Dice has felt the need to improve your boring blog???????


Mariana_Trench_ 50F
4396 posts
3/27/2010 5:52 am

    Quoting loadeddice00:
    Back when I was a pagan, satan worshipping moron(could still I used to study astral projection....ended up summoning several daemons...... and they took me to the lokal pub.....and hooked me up with several FAt chicks???

    I woke up married, and smelling of bacon????

    Can't make woopie with ye.... if we have to listen to your lame music... I hate Maynard..... I will only fuck you to Bon Jovi.....
What? Bon Jovi? What?????? Dude, that's wrong.

(What do daemons drink?)

MT


Mariana_Trench_ 50F
4396 posts
3/27/2010 5:23 am

    Quoting  :

Thanks, Lips. Do you garden? The thing about seeds is they don't all grow. We plant they optimistically but cautiously- we over-plant so that we've accounted for this inevitability. Some will just not grow, even if the conditions provided are ideal. And they never are. But really, thanks.

MT


loadeddice00 51M

3/27/2010 4:41 am

Back when I was a pagan, satan worshipping moron(could still I used to study astral projection....ended up summoning several daemons...... and they took me to the lokal pub.....and hooked me up with several FAt chicks???

I woke up married, and smelling of bacon????

Can't make woopie with ye.... if we have to listen to your lame music... I hate Maynard..... I will only fuck you to Bon Jovi.....

Dice has felt the need to improve your boring blog???????


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