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Happy Holidays
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Happy Holidays Hi everyone ! It's been quite a while since I posted in here, been a busy year for me. I just thought of all the people I care about on this site, and all my friends, seemed it would be easier to wish everyone a wonderful Holiday Season here all at once. I seem to get weird around Christmas anyway, huge mood swings from cheerful to extremely depressed, I understand that is not uncommon though. I would hate to think it's just me... after all I am so well adjusted ! Right? LOL. Anyway, I have been spending a lot less time here lately, still enjoy it but after a while some evenings I would rather just take a break and be by myself. I think there is a half-life on this site, from the initial thrill of Camming and chatting and making new friends and being very popular, to a more easy going attitude, looking for my special people I care about and just wanting to say HI every now and then... and I have reached that point. Plus to be perfectly honest, I have read all my old Blogs again, back when I was always having so much fun on here, and I really believe I said everything I have to say. I know I probably mentioned this before, but it seems to always just come down to a few special people. Nothing wrong with caring a lot about someone even though you met them on here. Right...? Of course that's right, I am always right! My little silver Christmas outfit didn't arrive yet, so I guess I will wear it for New Year's. Other then that, my Christmas was wonderful and very special, and I sincerely hope yours was too. So... how have you been? all my friends... I do miss a lot of people when I try to stay away for a while. Amazing the depth and quality of the wonderful friends I have made on here. I wouldn't trade that for anything in the world. I am still in love with Derek, that has lasted far beyond what I imagined it would, I am a pretty lucky girl I guess. Funny huh? to care so deeply about someone you meet on a site like this, strange world we live in. And Jackie, one of the finest people I have ever known, what a special honor to consider myself her close friend. And Vida, another one of the most special people I have ever known, and DJ, I should have never starting naming names, now it will be hard to stop. You know it's funny, with all the "Trans-everything", Transgendered, Transexuals, I am in a transition too. Not that way... I am right where I want to be as far as being a girl, but the transition is from cheap thrills to meaningful relations. I know coming from a dumb little blonde that sounds very serious, but that's all I care about lately. One of these days I am going a make a difference in someone's life, make them feel so special and so worth caring about they won't even think about where we met or what i am supposed to be, they will just care that someone loves them with all their heart. I have done everything else on this site, been No. 1 for a long time on the Most Popular Members, way back when, had 10's of thousands of viewers on my Cam, 1580 one night! Wrote a lot of Blogs that have had over 40,000 people read them... and who cares? All I care about now is either being lucky enough to someday make a difference in even one person's life, or fortunate enough to make a lot of very special people feel good about themselves every now and then. Giving me a keyboard and and empty Blog window to write in is like handing some inbred hillbilly an automatic weapon and and telling him it's open season on ANYTHING, lol. Here I go again... who cares right? If you don't like it I think DumbBlondeBimbo just posted a new blog about her massive silicone tits... LOL. Who out there among you has ever done something nice on this site, not just trying to get laid? Raise your hands... just like I thought, not many. Remember Springsteen doing "Santa Claus is coming to town", he says that, "Who's been good?... hmmm, not many!" Well I guess I will try it myself, right now. I want to thank all those incredibly special people I have found myself caring about on here, I would try and write all the names out but I prefer the pleasant thoughts just rolling through my mind, a few special ones stand out. I have had so much fun, feeling sexy and the thousands of nice remarks, the few times I really thought I was falling in love, the one time I finally did. Funny term huh, "falling in love." I don't particularly like falling, wether it's caused by 8" heels and too much Chardonnay or racing at 80 mph on skis or 140 in a squirrely car on a wet road. I think we should "Lay down in Love." Warm pleasant feeling, wether it's a bed of straw or Satin. A warm shoulder to rest your head on, soft breathing in your ear, strong arms holding you close. A kind, gentle, peaceful feeling. That's what love is my friends. I am rambling, as ususal. But I like it... I like having the pressure off, not looking for anything any more. If I quit this site today and never came back I would always remember the feelings I had and shared with a lot of other amazing people. I have been SO fortunate to make so many true friends and to feel so loved by a lot of strangers. Quite a bargain for a few dollars a month and a small fortune invested in my wardrobe. LOL. I have been here a long time you know, ran the whole gamut of emotions from shy to extroverted, from feeling special to being insulted, hurt to my very core. Been needlessly abused and undeservingly adored. It all fades away after a while, begins to feel like a nice friendly bar you used to like to hang out in, but rarely stop by anymore. Ever get that feeling? This might be my last Blog, might be my last few weeks on here. Kind of like an aging athlete, you have to know when to quit. Right? I see the signs every now and then, some jerk walks in our Room screaming about wanting Shemales to show him their Cock, I fucking let him have it! But the support isn't there anymore, they attack me back now and I don't feel like anyone cares anymore. Make our Room a freak show if you wan't, I do still have a touch of class and I won't be a part of it. I really had nothing to say today, just kind of missed writing in my Blogs. And what I wanted to say wasn't that important anyway, just that there is nothing wrong with caring about someone deeply only because of where or how you met. I do care about a lot of people I have to come to know in here, never bothers me at all, that we met here and they turned out to be so special and so worth caring about. Doesn't even surprise me anymore, just another example of how life is, you never know do you? Well, anyone worth loving that happens to be reading this, wether I know you or not... Have a lovely Holidays darling, and a very special New Year. Be good, be kind, be honest. Be sexy too if you can ...! Just have fun, enjoy life and all those you meet. Sort out the diamonds from the garbage, keep the good ones close to your heart. And may God Bless You. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to all those friends and lovely people I have learned to care about so much, you make a big difference to all those that you touch. Keep loving and living and caring, you do it so well. With all my love, Jodie [/COLOR  |
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12/27/2006 5:21 pm |
Hi Jodie, Well just had a good read of your blog and it touched me somewhat, yes lifes a Rollercoaster ( Up & Down ) we could be the best kid on the block theres always someone who wont care or give a Damn , thats the world we live in, but those arnt the ones to concern ones self with , its the ones who show they care or even just be civil and those are the ones to remember, insults in one form or another is a daily event which for some is the only thing they remember, for me i chose a long time ago why worry about anything to be honest lifes too short, i respect alot of people which ever path they choose, tossers are tossers losers are losers,but thats comes through in those cases everytime and people see that, so i dont waste energy in that department, i thank you for being a friend also Jodie,i dont see it as a cheap thrill ect ect ect, this online relationships people have because some are real friendships built up over time, some work some don;t, we all have little pockets of our lifes we sometimes refuse to let go or show, we all feel happy and sometimes sad, but the secret is to be happy with who we are and what we want we all choose our own destinys and i am happy for you because Jodie you are you, but i also realize we are sometimes different people in different circumstances, i am no different, i was once a tearaway in my youth who started on a bad track and went down the road to which could of led me to bad times, but i did take another avenue and that life was gone, this is not a cheap lecture Jodie but just to let you know as a person i have always respected you and many of your friends i am not here to judge or trade bad vibes like some do, i try not to judge those people either it is harder i must admit , but those people are not truly happy anyway and eventually they dont really have friends as such, so Jodie whatever you decide i,m sure you;ll know what is right , and i wish you true happiness in all you do, i am sure in private also you are somewhat different, online people only see a small part of a life of someone, and judgements by some are swift if not wholly correct, so take care ok i too pop in now and then if only to see a few people and you are a valued friend too xx MY GIRL !!! thanx for the plays it reminds me of you everytime. DJ
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Jodie, I to have gone through many different phases during my time here but have reached the point where the only reason I remain is because of those few real friends who I have made here. Not sure how much longer I will remain, but have been feeling less and less like doing much more the reading my friends blogs and posting a very rare entry in mine. I want you to know that you have already made a real difference in someone's life, mine. To this day I have no idea what drew me to this site, nor why I was drawn to starting a blog here. But after getting to know you and several others, I understand that I needed what I found here. You my darling, alone with a few others have shown me how to express the feelings that I've kept locked up in my heart. Now I can really care about others, and show true love towards them There is no way I would ever be able to repay you for that, so all I can offer is my friendship, which is hardly enough. You have my off site email address, and my phone number so please feel free to contact me whenever you want, and I will do the same. All my love, Jackie
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1/9/2007 11:35 am |
I miss you Jodi!!! Hope to see you soon. I got a cam an wouldn't be the same if you didn't get a change to view me after all the wonderful views I got from you and your lovely clothing.....Hope all your thoughts are becoming clearer to you and your new year 2007 is as bright as you!!
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4/16/2008 7:18 am |
j... Just wanted to say after reading your blogs..u seem very supportive of military...I thank you as a combat veteran...thank yuo very much. You seem like a very sweet, sexy, special lady!! xxoo gene
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Hi My Special Angel, Just a short note to say I miss our talks and wish you would contact me to let me know you're okay. You should still have my email address so please just drop me a line or two. Love and Prayers, Jackie
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9/15/2011 7:41 am |
I just joined this site and and am very interested in you....and live not to far away either....send me a private message...Thanks
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