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The Journey.  

SybiLhere 56T
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1/25/2014 9:35 pm
The Journey.

A Journey well most of us has been on one trying to find or discover who we are and who or what we are or trying to be.. it's a new its confusing, Its a scary and sad. You feel so alone because you feel no one knows what your going threw, And it is hell. I always knew I had a fem side to me. the problem was to let her out express who I am..

So your not sure how people would take you or if you have the look anyway to fool anyone so you don't do anything but stay at home and dress.
Funny sometimes even you have taken off your make up it still felt like you forgot to take it all off so your always checking your face. you feel so stressed because you can't be who you want to be.

Sometimes you get mad at your self for not standing up for you..

You keep on getting stressed out Because you hold this secret you want to tell the word but you can't. In fear not everyone is going to like your decision.

No one said this journey was going to be easy, But every little battle you win takes you a step closer to your goal your confidence.

So when you finally take that first step outside you feel good you had accomplished your first fear.

Your next step is going out like to clubs where you meet people like you. Which takes away so much pressure off you, Because you met people who are also going threw the journey..
And your not alone anymore. And now your confidence grows. My now look at you from when you first started out.

Now your going out to clubs Meeting new friends. But you still have to worry about your family and your friends.
The stress for me was not to get caught no one would ever see me.
You know I did get caught, even though I was terrified It wasn't the end of the world and all this fear was holding me back from my journey anyway. So it was a blessing that I was caught. So my journey can continue on. with out anything or anyone trying to stop me. But it funny the only one who was stopping me was me.
Now I don't even care who see's me who don't It took me a long time to realized I was my biggest critic.
And since I am not done with my journey I have more things to do and learn but at least now I do everything with confidence and worry free which is a big help makes things a little smoother.{=} I never said it was easy journey, But when you get a support system Like some real good friends your going to be fine.

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