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*closure* Today marks 3 years ago that he came back from a backpacking trip that lasted 5 weeks..... after we'd been apart for 14 months. I was confused at the time why he had to go....why I was not important enough to spend time with. Today I get it. Today he is not coming back, but yet again going. It is with a clear heart and soul that I get more than I have in the last 3 years. The bandage that held him together in the beginning was torn from his tender flesh and he could no longer be whole. Thank you for giving me clarity and letting me feel ok about every choice that has happened. When I tell you that I will forever have love and care for you, that is genuine. I know you feel it and believe. This was not the right time for US.... but we happened. You brought me to the end of the tunnel and showed me the light before me. You held my back when I couldn't stand on my own. You held my shoulders steady when I was shivering with fear and unsure how to take a new step forward. You showed me my value when I felt I had none.... you laughed with me when I didn't think laughter was an option again. You made me feel pretty and wanted in a way no one had before you. I've been hurt and confused for the last 3 years.... I held my head low feeling like I was not enough to be special to the one who had the glint in MY eye... Today I know that as you said, this wasn't about me. It does not take away the sadness knowing that our river is breaking into two different streams. Our gravity is pulling us in different directions. I can't say that our waters will never merge again.... because I am just floating along with the flow right now. I can't see the future, but am grateful for our past. Thank you for giving me these last couple of days of laughter and clarity. For showing me more of you than you have since we first met... I get more now. I am not angry and I have few regrets. I promise that if you call on me to be your friend, I will forever stand strong with you as you have me. I pray for may blessings to wash over you in your new future. I smile and feel the calm warm breeze wash over my bare skin..... The air feels clean and safe. I love you in the depths of my breath..... I am ready to step forward without the grasp of your hand in mine now. Thank you my friend. |
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I'm glad you're getting to a place of peace where you can move on, because you are one fabulous woman and deserve all the happiness the world has to offer. {=}
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What she said. Always wishing you the best, sweet smiles and happy happy times!
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While this is a few months old now, I'm glad that through all the pain, a lot of positives and good came from it in the end.
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