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What happened to my motivation?
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What happened to my motivation?  Oh dearest watchers, the few who may remember me, life is new and I am filled with joy and absent of the motivation to write. Suddenly, 15 days ago, my partner found me. I've had lots of lovers, and still do. But I've gone deep and fast with this woman. We share so much - she's poly, a Burner, a musician and a dancer. We love the same movies and food. We share the same dreams. We finish each other's sentences. We are so completely sexually aligned - we are both exhibitionists, among other things - so much so that we had our first date on the nude beach and celebrated her birthday there a week later. Tonight we're going to a play party and a big part of our shared thrill is fucking in front of others. We've spent most of the last two weeks together, and she is moving in with me next month in advance of our move in October to a new community sex-positive home we are creating with a few other friends. And I found I've lost most of my interest in blogging. Last night we took the night off, and this morning is the first time words have come up for me. I've been living in bliss and an orgasmic high, and the need to write slipped away like fragments of a barely remembered dream. The bliss, the feeling of floating in a warm bath of love and support, they are all that matter. Words just drift away as they appear, fragile soap bubbles that rise and pop and leave a thin film of meaning that I cannot fathom. Yet my body knows. My heart knows when I embrace her - it swells and beats so loudly I wonder why are others not turning to discover where the sound comes from. My eyes light when i see her, and she tells me I look 37, not 57. And my cock fills with blood just on thinking of her. All the words flow with my blood there, and I must have her. To my partner, my lover, my Beloved We won't take vows but we are joined as much as any husband and wife We will have other lovers and take joy in the pleasure we each have with them We will have our blessed moments of solitude and introspection We will each work towards our own inner growth And we will will always come back to the perfection of our union |
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Wow, Smoke! So happy for you and she. I really want to meet her soon. I find myself so happy that we are friends and that you are on here but I completely understand not needing to blog when you have so much of your time with your new love! I wish for you and she to know all the ecstatic joy that you are capable of and I send all my affections to you. I'm looking forward to hanging out with her and you! Kk The observant make the best lovers, I may not do right, but I do write, I have bliss, joy, and happiness in my life, Kitkat Come check out my blog KItkat1415 check out this post by me Adventures In Body Grooming #39 April Topic Link: What Lies Beneath If April Showers Oh Bloody Hell What Kind Of Weather Turns Me On Bloggers Symposium 40
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Enjoy the beautiful moments; blogging can wait. 
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Awesome and you make a cute couple too.. She is beautiful .. hugsssssssssss V Blog on! Can't wait now to hear more.. This is a lovely post!! Become a blog watcher sweet_vm
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very nice when people find a kindred soul
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You do look wonderful together, and it makes me happy hearing how happy you are. Sorry it took so long for me to get over here to tell you that
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DAMN, you guys look happy. I can feel the sparks in that picture from more than a thousand miles away.
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