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Annoyance  

jms1369 42F  
17 posts
10/26/2015 9:30 pm
Annoyance

Why is it that we so easily get our hopes up only to have them broken and you are left feeling stupid? This whole putting myself out there that I have been working on, it's harder than I thought.

Don't get me wrong, great things have been happening for me in the last week. I recently got hired for a part time dream job; working at a book store, in addition to getting a great promotion and raise at work today, and yet I feel like even though the work life is going great I still can't win on the personal side.
Is it that I haven’t given myself enough time to be happy alone? Do I not love myself enough to be able to love someone else?? I have so much to give, so many great things to offer, yet I still let assholes into my life. Do you know the ex-had the nerve to text me asking me to go see Mockingjay Part 2 with him since it comes out 2 days after his birthday?? Not a week ago he was texting me starting his Bull Shit and trying to pick a fight…. Why is he doing this?? Oh probably because a mutual friend told him I met someone!

I can’t even say met someone, we have been talking online for 2 weeks just started texting, and although he makes me feel pretty, and special so quick after meeting, I can’t help but feel like it is not going anywhere…. Maybe I am over reacting and I am really annoyed at myself! I don’t want to be that girl that worries, I want to be able to practice what I preach and tell myself “serenity now… let it all go…” however, I can’t seem to take my own advice!

Vent over….

sphxdiver 74M
21063 posts
10/26/2015 9:37 pm

 Just give it time.

Exes have a way of doing things that make no sense, and drive you up the wall.

they tend to think there's some sort of redemption that can happen somewhere down the line.
Most can't handle the fact when you do meet someone else either.

Don't know exactly why, but that's the way it is.

Best of luck with the job and everything else.


SingleItalianGy2 52M
1205 posts
10/27/2015 2:29 pm

 Hmmmmm.....

Lets start with the ex.....they are called exes for a reason. Leave the past in the past and move on....there is no hope in rekindling anything with him. Perhaps down the road a friendship is possible.

For yourself.....You said it yourself.....How can you love another if you dont know how to love yourself first. The goal for you each day should be to do something that makes YOU happy....once you are able to be happy many doors will open and you and your world will be a happier place.

SIG


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