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Blogs > gymrat1974 > ManwranglerJen

A crush? Really?  

gymrat1974 49F  
1057 posts
6/19/2016 2:40 pm
A crush? Really?

I just realized I have a crush on you
A stupid school girl crush
You're all I can think about
I even found myself talking about you
While on the phone with another man
As if he wanted to hear my saga
Of how I crave your body
Of these feelings of unrequited lust
For you don't want me
You've made it clear
I'm not your type
I'm not pretty enough for you
I'm just your friend
That's all we'll ever be
I tried to get you to kiss me
But you wouldn't
You let me hug you
But then you pulled away
And left me standing there
Lonely and rejected and sad
And feeling like I was twelve
All over again

I apologize for this piece. It's so junior high school. I just need to get this guy out of my system, but he won't let me. If I could get him to fuck me, then maybe I could have my fill of him and walk away, but he won't. So, all I can think about is him, and I can't have him, and I can't make myself move on.

gymrat1974 49F  
557 posts
6/19/2016 3:36 pm

 Lol. It absolutely sucks to be me.


gymrat1974 49F  
557 posts
6/20/2016 5:11 pm

 Lol.


Timetraveler2 61M  
159 posts
6/21/2016 5:29 am

 It is quite natural to feel that way about someone we cannot get closure with. There are always the "what ifs" It may never totally pass, but you are strong, and over time it will move back in your mind. Just know that there are probably quite a few men out there that feel the same way about you. You are very desirable, and will always be a "what if" for them.


gymrat1974 49F  
557 posts
6/21/2016 5:48 am

 Thank you for your kind words.


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