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Playing with myself....  

bigtitsbbwks 51F
97 posts
3/24/2018 4:45 am
Playing with myself....


Hey, you guys are spanking it to these, do you think you are alone. While I wouldn't repeat many of these because that was a definite phase of my life and it had its own high. I would never really drink or use anything when I arrived at appointments, events or likewise. I might bring my own water. But you can't trust what you are given - even if the guy looks nice (think Bill Cosby). The taboo and pride (yes, pride) in what I was doing was a buzz. So many women may have a stray thought and there is plenty of porn with some of what I did. But knowing you are actually doing it for real? You really have a cock in your ass and you are going to make him cum. You really have more than one guy in the room pumping your pussy and cumming. That you are meeting strangers just so they can fuck you.That you actually spend time training your pussy. Not many women can say that. But remembering it all? Seeing the pictures? Oh, it makes me hot, too.

Sometimes I have to stop and put on my nipple clips. Often if I do that, my stainless steel plug goes in my ass so I can grind on it. It isn't small. Slides in easily with only a moment of "OH." It's the one I bought to make sure cocks only fuck my pussy and there are no surprises. But it is delightful, especially after a little bit in the fridge or freezer to chill it. I also have a few pussy plugs but they are bigger and harder to take - even in my pussy. Hard to believe I used to fuck my asshole with them and did wear one around for a dom. I mean, they FILL you and it is hard to move if it is in your ass - he wanted me on hands and knees anyway but they are huge for any hole. One is long with a big head. another is really wide.

I love smooth plastic vibrators in my ass - not even turned on - just the smoothness. Dildos are hard to assfuck.and wear my hole out if you want to fuck it (but I do appreciate stretching before fucking it). Wide, smooth and stretching. Fucking them with my ass. Grinding them in me. I told you, I like things in my ass.

Sometimes I love a good DP. I may not have been DPd with real cocks (which is so odd with everything I have done). I do love to DP with toys. Fill that ass and pussy so when I move, the objects bump and rub against each other.

But if I really want to cum with a toy, I have one of my last rigged items from my training days. Many were discarded in the move so my family wouldn't see them. But I have one left because it is small and easy to hide. If I really need to get off and want that reminder of then, I rig it and do a marathon like I used to. Fucking and grinding in doggie position. I even chastise myself, saying "fuck it, ." I try to remember and imagine a real cock and being called a slut.

But what about that clit. What about really cumming? I don't rely on any of those many gadgets out there. So many trendy little gizmos! As a treat, sometimes I use a small, old-fashioned vibrator straight to the clit. But that's a treat. If you are getting gangbanged - at least with me - it isn't about me. It is about the men there to enjoy the event and use me to cum. I don't want anyone even trying to make me cum - it distracts and can satisfy me too early and get me off track for what I should be doing. So learning to rely on a vibrator at all isn't good. I l love to just touch myself with one of my left fingers. Right on the clit, feeling it stiffen as I indulge it. Sometimes I pinch a nipple with my right hand. I have gotten really good at bunching sheets or towels under my clit so it can lightly graze it as I am fucked. Those can be amazing.

But I get off myself. I do love writing some of these. I do love your replies.

CleavageFan4U 67M
69374 posts
3/24/2018 7:55 am

INTERESTING that you're such a sub slut that you don't care about cumming when serving!

You REALLY are a fuck-toy, huh?

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Kyguy757 56M
27 posts
3/24/2018 8:36 am

You were definitely a good sub slut, I would like to return you to your glory days and have you as my sub slut making me cum.


wantaplay8 71M
5606 posts
3/26/2018 1:46 pm

I do like making women cum..... makes me fuck crazy. I would not have a problem using you like you want to be though...That is hot too!


bigtitsbbwks replies on 4/23/2018 1:44 pm:
Well, I make a lot of noise regardless. My oohs, moans, whimpers are mixed with what a guy wants - a beg for more....oh, my pussy...I love to whimper things.

forgotforgetting 57M
8134 posts
3/27/2018 2:59 pm

Interesting. How do you respond when instructed to cum?

“Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.”
― Oscar Wilde


bigtitsbbwks replies on 4/23/2018 1:40 pm:
I do my best to make it real - because I am more focused on causing orgasms than having one and enjoy one if I get one (and they are usually strong but for that reason they can distract). I am also loud anyway. I moan, whimper, groan and I think my most common are "ooh"s. But if I can't muster one, I will still give you a show down to my cunt squeezing your cock.

Which reminds me of one thing men find interesting/amusing/fun/annoying - sometimes I cum hard enough that my cunt squeezes their cock right out of it. so, if you think I'm cumming, thrust DEEP.

forgotforgetting 57M
8134 posts
4/30/2018 12:30 pm

Your other focus makes sense. I was curious about the instruction part. You mentioned being able to squeeze without cumming; so how good are you at milking a cock?

I've been squuezed out before. It is interesting. And you are right, timing that thrust is important.

“Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.”
― Oscar Wilde


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