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In the Still of the Night
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In the Still of the Night My first blog contains some material written in the still of the night, alone and hurting.I wanted to jounal it here and see what others think too My Outcry Christmas looms upon me This hell won't let me free The , I'm not allowed to see It seems the Biatch I used to call my wife Has set about to ruin my life I've nowhere to run, nowhere to hide This pain, it's breaking me inside How can this tactic help a ? It's Saturday night I sit and wait inside my little hell How long I wait I cannot tell Denied I’m sick of the shit that goes around and around and around in my head. Tomorrow is my ’s birthday, She may as well be dead. Because the Biatch in my life that fucks with my head How do I tell my little girl that I love her How do I know she even respects me? I’m in a word of agony Tomorrow is her birthday How do I tell her that her that I love her dearly, That nothing has changed Except for the the pain Of not seeing her again It eats at my heart Now, I’m falling apart |
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Yep. Life is shit when it comes to my kids right now
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Keep blogging my friend. It is good to get these thoughts out of your head. XO J
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Its always nice to unload !
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1 post 2/16/2019 3:58 am |
man the pain is reall...... stay focused on them,..... keep imaginiing how it will work out for a postive result... and then keep taking action to do it ..... not gonna lie tho... from the title.. i thought it was gonna be line In The Still Of The Night.... I hear the wolf howl honey creepin around your door...... in the still of the night i feel my heart beating heavy telling me i got to have more more more uhgggh was unxepected
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Sorry Phil you have been dealt a bad hand. My heart goes out to you. Stay hopeful that your relationship with your children will be repaired or spared and somehow normal again. I have seen marriages where the spouses tear each other spouse apart in front of the children to turn them against the other. It is UGLY! especially if unwarranted as it is untruthful and dishonest. I have seen spouses put the children first and put aside their differences to make the children's lives and happiness their purpose. I most definitely do not have the answers. I would advocate seeing someone who might have some... Your writing about it could be a good exercise. Hugs. Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
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I am glad you have that available to you(parenting mediation). I am not sure there is something similar here in the States. It's been years since I dealt with custody issues with someone. I had an ex fiance back in the 1990s that had a devil of a time with the mother of his daughter...to get visitation and shared custody. Court date after court date. The Mother was a pathological liar and would come up with excuses for him not being able to see his daughter on his scheduled visitation. A few relatives died a few times according to her. He was/is a wonderful father. Best of luck to you. I offer you my support and hugs! Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
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