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Thoughts Well yesturday and thank god its over was one of those aggravating days where ya honestly dont know how much more you can actually take of being belittled and made to feel guilty. Sun night when i went to bed finally around a lil aftr 3am due to the fact of not being able to sleep when i did lay down to and my knee was achy along with my shoulder. As ive posted in a blog before we ( me and my guy ) rent out the basement of my folks home and no Its no t because hes a deadbeat we just cant simply afford a place of our own at this current time we are struggling to keep up as it is He doesnt want me to wrk because yes I have some weight issues but ive also got bad knees so i cant stand for long periods of time im fine when im sitting down though. My goal for the summer is to loose 20 pounds and to be more active then i have been , were planning a big move this summer either end of june or middle of july when ever we can get the money together to rent a truck to haul our stuff in. But I informed him that this time when we move hed better have a job lined up because I wasnt going without one were moving back to south carolina this time to conway n its gonna be perm no going down and coming back the nxt day thats a long story will tell more later of it. I cant honestly say that I really truelly want to be its something that I need to do and feel it in my heart that its a good choice to make, I cant continue to live in a stressfull environment the only family I have is here in this house and then my kiddo and he doesnt live with me nor have I talked to him since last summer last time I saw him as well onced he hit 15 16 yrs old he just dropped off the face of the earth he lives with the sperm donars sister and she has legal guardianship thats anthr long story ne how she pretty much stopped raising him in abt the 7th grade in middle school, hr spent abt three yrs in and out of group homes due to the fact is he wouldnt go to school and shed leave that all up to him to get himself up for school and leave on time to catch the bus ever since he was 14 shed get up go to wrk and hed be left on his own she is a single parent ne how dont get me wrong I love my to pieces he means alot to me and always will but I dunno what has come ovr him holidays and birthdays go buy and no calls or letters to say hes fine or what has become of him last time i called thier house he was out of town with his g.f which im waitng for the day the bitch calls his aunt and says well he got her preggers oh joy joy what a day thatd be NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i placed him with her I felt it was the best thing for him and she would take good care of him ha now that i think abt it i was wrong n I regret every moment of it he has been thru hell an back with this women and the man he knows as dad. any how today started off much like any othr day and ended with yet another bang my mom goes into one of her moods and everyone else has to pay for her moods im pretty much at my breaking point with these outburst she has it wasnt even two wks ago that she flipped out on my guy ovr him asking her to stop popping those wrapping bubbles in his ears he said they were bothering him so he asked her to stop which turned into yet anthr argument with tempers flying and ppl being cussed at etc...lol guilt trips were made tonght and finally id had enough of stuff that ive been giving being taken back thats bs if ya give me something then dont take it back I hate that shit she had given me two pairs of sandles fri and sat and at the bottom of the steps that lead to my room where i have othr shoes i had them laying aftr dinner when I come back down here I notice they are gone so i look around in our room and then in his office area thinking they just got moved and guess what no where to be found GONE she had decided that during her mood swing she was gonna take them back and sell them because i wasnt wearing them well hell sat i wore one pair and then hadnt been ne where to wear the othr pair and if im at home i dont wear shoes inside. With this being said id had enough i turned around marched right back up the damn stairs and asked her where they were and just straight out told her how i felt abt her doing that shit I got them back but not without having to tell her how i felt abt her childish shit and aftr my dad finally asked her where they were so he could have a moment of peace without fighting she has been mooody as hell today causing alot of temps to flair as well any how I could sit here and go on and on but my tylenol pms are finally kicking in and my bed is calling me so peace im outta here for now will blog more later |
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6/26/2008 6:09 am |
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