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What to do, if only I knew... if only I knew.
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Posted:Feb 17, 2021 7:36 am
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2021 7:43 am
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2020 as it seems has been a time that has held much sorrow as the time has passed. Even for those other than myself, it seems appears that there has been a loss for many. The only thing I keep asking myself is how to move on. I mean when you lose someone yes it hurts and confusion starts with how to live with this loss. Yet losing more than one? How do you move on, how do you just come to terms with them all being gone, the emptiness felt, the constant memories flashing before you and the consistent nagging feeling that no matter what you do they are always there if not in your mind. Yeah I am glad 2020 is over. My only hope is that 2021 will be a lot easier, and filled with far less pain and sorrow for all.
This message is for all that have suffered a loss either recent or in the past...
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How or is there a non-offensive way to tell someone.
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Posted:Nov 16, 2020 11:50 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2021 7:44 am
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I seem to think this instinct or feeling is more a curse than a benefit.
I had my in law tell about a relative of hers who was in critical care and clinging to life the 2 days ago. She also told that in that particular night he was doing suprisingly well actually seemed like he was getting better. In my mind I knew the end was approaching, I could feel it approaching, I could even smell it coming, though I did not have the heart to tell her that this relative of hers would be next to pass. All the symptoms fit the profile, I just knew it was a matter of time as I could feel that the next he would be a lot worse.
So sure enough yesterday I speak with her and she tells he is far worse and clinging to life. I still could not bring myself to tell her death was approaching yet again it was coming to take this persons soul. I remembered what happened the last time I was cold and guarded. Course the dream and visions have not started so I know the approach is coming , but it is not time yet. Eventually the shades will show, the presence of the soul lost I will see pass, yet again left with the indifference for what happens and what future will happen.
Still I am left with the question, is it better to tell them earlier or later, either way it will happen ... this seems to be my curse to know and not speak it for fear someone would be to far gone to receive this message all the same .
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Reflection
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Posted:Nov 12, 2020 11:51 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2021 7:45 am
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Often times I wonder,
What is the point ?
As the begins fade into a small glimmer, the darkness itself opens it great maw to consume it all .
What is the point ?
As the thoughts become tangled and confusion etwined just once you realize you. Yet afterwards grows the maniacal laughter held within the very confines is the very essence for smoke to rise and declare a captive .
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