That early 3am blog
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Posted:Oct 26, 2009 12:35 am
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2009 8:08 am
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SepWM....ISO someone who i can be friends with first then see what happens. Just like M&M's hard candy shell, soft sweet inside, are you the one to crack that shell. I have been through so much to make that shell very thick and honestly I hate the shell. I am a great man, cuz i know it in my heart. I just need to find that someone that i can learn from and they can learn from me. I have a professional life i love but a personal life i cant seem to run away from fast enough. Beds are meant for sharing so i sleep on my couch. I am a flirt, harmless flirt. I am independent, well very very independent. I like my time alone but hate being alone...does that make sense? the first 30 minutes of my life every morning are a grumpy HELL! Hope I can find the one that gets me. I know I will get you...Im a pretty simple guy.
Lost On the Island.
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Just felt like writing
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Posted:Oct 25, 2009 2:08 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2009 12:25 am
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Watched one of the Great movies today "We Were Soilders", and it got me to thinking. 18 months removed from the Armed Forces and you damn right I miss it. And since I got out I have forgotten some of the values the service taught me. I need to remember those.
I miss the smiles on my friends faces everytime I walk thru a door or even better return from a trip to the sand box. Heartache is being away from loved ones, not on a business trip to Chicago, but being away in a different land with no phone call home for weeks and not seeing them for months or even a year.
I have slept in tents, gone to the bathroom to find a bottle with a map of our compound in it (yeah talk about chills). Knowing that everyperson not in uniform would prob slit my throat if they could. And the only thing that got me through those days was friends.
Guess I just miss my friends.
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Asthma Sucks ASS
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Posted:Apr 27, 2009 9:29 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2009 1:02 am
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I have been feeling sick since Fri, thought it was a cold but woke up this am and couldnt breath. I would cough and couldnt catch my breath...so off to ER i went, i should have called bambalance...but i drove, come to find out i had a massive allergy attach that set off asthma...wow so nice. But im better now...had a breathing treatment and now i got an inhaler...yeah me...
Flex
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Tuesday blues
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Posted:Apr 21, 2009 1:49 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2009 11:11 am
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Well, woke up this am or pm if you will and i felt great till i went and turned on the TV...nada. I just paid my cable bill but they say i owed them 200 more. So, i get my ass in the truck and drive to the cable company to pay the bill and guess what...i get fucking lost. I drive around for 45 min trying to find the joint and even GPS was no help, so this brings my anger level to a boil. I hate being lost and driving around in circles. On the way home...oh the gas idiot light goes on! I go to the petro station, fill er up and on the way home. by this point I have called work to tell them im taking the day off...no need to go to work mad. I pull in to the apartment and smell oil burning...i look under the truck and see oil dripping out....I pop the hood and find the damn oil filter just hanging on by a thread and im not kidding. So what does any good angry irishman do, i crack open a beer and fix the damn thing.
So yeah Tuesdays are now my least fav day of the week!!!!
Fuck you Tuesday and I will never eat at your resturant!!!!
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Lost my virginity
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Posted:Apr 20, 2009 10:33 am
Last Updated:May 1, 2009 6:59 pm
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Went to a M&G sat nite and i was hella nervous. Everyone told me not to be but i was...that whole meeting new people. Well, got there a "Tad" early and had a few drinks while i was waiting. I saw some folks who were there but didnt recoginze any of them. Then I saw "Sweet" and introduced myself. She grabbed my by the beer bottle and dragged my ass to meet the people. Thanks "Sweet"!!!!
My bestie, "Rotten" was the one that got me to go to this event. She has been buggin me for like 6 months to go to one of these and I have to thank her for keeping the pressure on me to go. You're the best!!!
By the end of the nite I was in my comfort zone and was having a blast.
It was a great nite, finally getting to meet the people i talk to on line everyday.
Thanks to all for making me feel a part of the family.
Flex
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What does it take? --WARNING...RANT!!!!!!--
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Posted:Apr 9, 2009 8:03 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2009 1:41 pm
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What does it take to get laid? I dont fucking know and it's killing me. I think im a pretty good "catch". But I'm getting tired of leaving no stone unturned. There is only so many times you can look under the rock and see "nln" looking back at ya. I'm tired of the tease games...they only go so far. I swear there are no chics in the state of CT. I emailed I think the only single girl in CT and got a reply back that she isnt into "bi or gay men". Where the FUCK does it say I am Bi or Gay anywhere in my profile?
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Way too early
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Posted:Mar 7, 2009 3:38 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2009 1:03 am
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What the hell is this doin up at the butt crack of dawn? Oh yeah, WORK!
The worst thing to wake up with in the morning...remnents of a really HOT dream and nothing but a pillow...
I play in a band, were the best in the land
We're big in both Chelsea and France
I play one mean guitar, then score at the bar
There's a line of chics waitin for their chance
So come on now honey, I'll make your feel pretty
These other gals mean nothing to me
Let's finish these drinks and be gone for the night
Cause Im more than a handful you'll see.
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A learly Tuesday Morning
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Posted:Feb 11, 2009 12:15 am
Last Updated:Apr 21, 2009 1:43 pm
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Well, its been a hella two weeks this month. For a guy who normaly doesnt havent a lot of drama in my life, i sure do....I have never been so confused and unhappy. My career life is GREAT but the personal side sucks ass. I fucking hate drama...Being an ass has it's dis-advantages. But, im not about to change for anyone.
I need to fess up my feelings and just move on. I cant hide the pain anymore.
I have so many hopes and dreams of being happy in my personal life that I wish it would come my time.
But, if it doesnt, well fuck it...i hate being together and shitty....alone and happy works for me....Glad i got NE Chat room... and those great Local Sexy Swingers cams....lol...
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