should the walls go back up?
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Posted:Feb 17, 2011 3:26 pm
Last Updated:Aug 29, 2020 9:29 pm
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i thought i would take time to let people know more about me... about who i am...
there are many reasons as to why i am, the way I am. i lived a very sheltered life, under the protection of my parents, and 3 brothers and 3 sisters. i'm quiet, because i got very tired of shouting to be heard, and i found that sometimes, the quietest one is heard the loudest. i'm shy because i never really had to find other to play with, there were enough of them in my own house.
i left home when i was 23 years old, moving directly in with my ex-husband. he was very controlling, and first thing he did was keep me from having friends. he alienated me from my family, not wanting me to have much contact with them, if any at all. it took me many years to get up the courage to ask him to leave. there was always a reason why I needed him there…
but, now to the issue at hand...
i have been proud of some of the character traits that i know i possess, until now... i have realized that other people see them differently than i do. they are seen as flaws… and it seems i have many…
--- where i see myself as trusting, others see me as naive.
--- where i see myself as loyal, it has been pointed out that i am clingy and possessive.
--- where i am dependable, others see me as someone who can be easily taken advantage of.
--- where i consider myself to be shy, others find me as self-indulgent, or introverted.
--- where i consider myself intelligent, others may find me as sort of standoffish.
--- where i consider myself quiet and reserved, i have been told that i come off as being unattainable.
--- where i find myself as friendly and sweet, others find me as annoying.
--- where i find myself as being quick-witted, i have been told that i am a sarcastic smart-ass.
--- while i feel that i am very good hearted, others see me as gullible.
--- when i am cautious, i am thought to be paranoid
i am thinking i may have to put the walls back up around me... go back to being who i was just 2 years ago... not who i am now...
go back to being the scared, timid person, who holds everything in... shows no emotion... back to being the person who let someone control her for over 25 years... allowed someone to abuse her mentally... allowed her spirit to be broken...
or do I stay as I am... full of these flaws... and hope that I will be accepted as I am...
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the meeting
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Posted:Feb 10, 2011 5:28 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2020 8:13 pm
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she knocks tentatively on the door of the hotel room... nervous... a little scared....it's the first time she's ever done anything like this.... they've never met... only talked on the phone and chatted online.....
the door opens slowly..... she looks up into his eyes... so tender... so sweet.... welcoming her... and allaying all of her fears....
he takes her by the hand.... leading her in, pulling her into his arms.... his lips lower to hers.... softly at first... .then more demanding as the minutes tick by....
she can feel her heart start to race, as she runs her hands up and down his arms.... his sides.... while his hands are roaming all over her body.... touching her breasts... her sides... her stomach.... her thighs......
they start to tear at each other's clothing.... the need for one another too strong to go slowly.... he pushes her against the wall... holding her tightly to it.... as his hardened shaft presses to her dripping pussy....
she parts her legs.... letting him gain entry... her walls stretching to accomodate his girth.... his length.... she gasps as she feels how deep inside he is.....
he begins moving his hips.... driving his member in and out.... his lips on hers.... their tongues entwined....
her back arches as she rocks her hips.... driving herself against his cock.... moaning softly as she begins to cum.... her walls spasming and quivering.... her juices coating his cock.... her eyes closing as she lets the pleasure flow through her....
he starts pounding her harder... his cock swelling as he nears his release....
she digs her fingernails into his shoulders.... almost whimpering as she cums again... he thrusts into her harder.... and holds as the first spurt of his cum hits deep inside her....
she wriggles against him... and he continues to thrust until his balls are emptied of his seed.....
opening her eyes.... she looks into his.... and he gazes back at her.... both of their eyes filled with the love that they have for each other.....
he breaks the kiss.... smiles.... and says... it's wonderful to finally meet you sweetie....
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Riding the Rollercoaster
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Posted:Jan 26, 2011 4:16 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2020 8:14 pm
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scary... almost terrifying... but yet thrilling...
love is like a roller coaster....
i'm scared to get on... but i want to... throwing all cautions to the wind....
it starts slowly... the clickety-clack of the wheels like my heartbeat... the first hill... the slow climb... and a short little descent.... my breath quickens as my heart beats a little faster.... this is fun, i think.... the first little curve... a couple of little bumps... not so bad.....
the first big hill.... the clickety-clack is louder.... just like my heart.... a very slow ascent.... and then i'm falling... almost head over heels.... the rush of adrenaline is something else.... my heart is now pounding as i find the ride as thrilling as promised....
more hills.... more slow climbs.... very fast descents.... breath-taking!!!
but can it last? there are a lot of curves and bumps and hills ahead.... even some loops.... looking ahead... wondering if the ride is worth the bumps and bruises i may end up with.... i'm sure it must be....
the ride slows... hearing the screech of the brakes.... i don't want to get off... i don't want it to end.... i think i'll just enjoy the ride....
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Happy Valentine's Day!!!
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Posted:Jan 21, 2011 8:39 am
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2020 8:16 pm
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this year, is going to be different....
this will be the year that i embrace life, embrace love... and all that comes with it....
in the past, Valentine's Day hasn't really mattered to me.... OK.... i'm lying... it did.... but, it was just another day.... nothing special ever happened.... i would drive myself CRAZY...watching others get flowers and candy and jewelry.... yes... i was jealous.... envious of all the love that surrounded me, but hadn't found me.... and that night... i would cry myself to sleep....
but this year... will be different....
this year i will be happy for everyone i see who is "in love". this year, i have opened my heart... my mind... my soul... to love..... i don't really know what will happen... but i absolutely refuse to cry myself to sleep this year....
if love has found me, i will give it my all.... my complete heart.... i will live, eat and breathe for it....
but if not.... the world will still go on... life will continue.... i'll still wake up every morning, thankful to be alive.... thankful that i have my family around me (who by the way, really DO love me unconditionally).... and thankful for my friends, who make me smile.... who put up with my craziness.... and make me feel like i have a purpose....
Happy Valentine's Day..... Embrace Life.... Embrace Love.....
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one snowy evening...
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Posted:Jan 7, 2011 6:18 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2020 8:18 pm
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the snow falls silently outside as they sit in front of the fire, gazing into one another's eyes.... hers are as blue as the sky, while his are green like emeralds....
she sighs softly.... unable to believe that they are together... thinking that this is a dream come true...
his arms go around her as he hears her sigh.... baby, what's wrong?.... she sighs again... nothing, my love.... i'm still in shock that you are with me....
cupping her chin, he turns her face to his... and softly kisses her lips.... she moves so that her body is pressing lightly against his.... he feels his cock hardening.... with just a kiss from her... he moves so that she can feel his reaction.....
she purrs softly.... and kisses him more passionately... rubbing her large breasts against his chest.... her nipples hardening, as she isn't wearing a bra under her thin shirt.....
his hands move up from her hips... cupping her breasts... kneading them... as his thumbs find her hard nipples.... her nipples seem to get harder... as he kisses slowly down her jaw.... his tongue leaving a small trail as he kisses her.....
the heat of their desire is burning almost as hot as the fire on the hearth.... he runs his hands down her sides... finding the hem of her top.... and slowly lifts it... stopping his kisses only to remove her top.....
she watches him.... his fingers slow and deliberate... as his kisses seem to burn her skin.... he continues to kiss her.... down her neck... to her shoulders.... gently nibbling... as his fingers find her nipples.... coaxing them to grow more....
her breath catches as his lips move lower... along the side of her breast.... his eyes sparkling as he teases her.... knowing how much she wants his mouth on her nipples.... but also knows how much she loves the teasing....
she moves her hands... trying to reach his hardened shaft.... he moves his legs.... murmuring no.... not yet, my love.....
he pushes her back on the floor.... catching her hands behind her so she can't move them.... she tries to protest, and he lowers his mouth to one of her nipples.... lightly sucking....
she arches her back.... pushing her breasts more into his hands... more into his mouth.... her purrs turning to soft moans....
one of his hands begins to move down... across her stomach.... he lightly chuckles as he feels her shiver..... he stops his hand right above her mound.... his fingers drawing circles.....
her breath catches as she squirms beneath him.... her hips moving wanting his fingers to touch her... to pleasure her....
he looks into her eyes.... sooooo blue.... so full of desire and love.... he moves his fingers lower.... running one down her slit.... finding her extremely wet....
she raises her hips... urging him to let his fingers enter her.... he brings his wet finger up to her lips and kisses her.... his tongue licking her dew from his finger as his lips meet hers.....
she whimpers softly.... wanting his touch.... wanting him to make her writhe in pleasure.... he chuckles... and moves his hand back to her wanton, hot, wet cavern of desire.....
he pushes 2 fingers into her.... finding her walls slick with her nectar.... and uses his thumb to caress and flick her clit....
he feels her walls tightening around his fingers..... so he slows their motion.... not wanting her to cum quite yet....
he kisses down her body.... his tongue licking.... his lips nipping.... her body reacting to every touch of his tongue.... she squirms... she jumps.... he kisses just above her belly button... and has to use his free hand to hold her down as she arches upward.....
his mouth moves lower.... his tongue parting his lips.... and his mouth finds her clit......
he starts moving his fingers faster in her... caressing her walls.... stroking her g-spot.... wanting her to give him her juices....
with his mouth and tongue attacking her clit, and his fingers caressing her walls.... she starts to writhe on the floor... her head thrashing back and forth..... she starts moaning loudly.... as he almosts hums on her clit.... cummmmmm for me baby.... cummmmmmmm....
her hips begin to buck as her back arches.... her thighs tighten around his head... holding him captive.... his fingers move faster as he feels her walls spasming.... and the first gush of her hot nectar runs down them....
he moves his mouth to drink her juices.... his thumb now on her clit... circling... rubbing... coaxing her to give him everything.....
her hips lifting her from the floor, she continues to orgasm over and over.... her moans have turned to quiet whimpers..... as he drinks every drop of her nectar.....
his fingers slow their movements as he feels her going limp.... he moves up to kiss her... letting her taste herself on his lips....
he holds her close in his arms... kissing her softly.... as she tries to catch her breath and calm her body....and whispers.... later.... it's my turn......
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the storm
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Posted:Dec 15, 2010 6:12 pm
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2015 9:14 pm
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the rain was pouring down. by the time he got to his car, he was absolutely drenched.... he fumbled with his keys, unable to get his door opened....
finally, he gets his door open, and climbs in....
wiping the rain from his face... he starts the car... the wipers on high... he takes his time driving home... not wanting to spin out on the slick roads....
he pulls into his garage... never noticing that there was a light on in the upstairs bathroom.....
walking into his house.... he heads into the laundry room, stripping off his wet clothes... dropping them on the washer... thinking he'll take care of them later
he heads up the stairs.... thinking that only a shower will warm him up.... he needs the heat of the water to get the damp chill out.....
he turns on the shower.... and steps in.... closing his eyes as the water cascades down his body....
she tiptoes into the room... seeing his silhouette behind the shower curtain.... and smiles.... hoping he is pleasantly surprised......
she silently moves the shower curtain... slipping in behind him.... trying not to make a sound....
she waits for him to start shampooing his hair.... knowing he will be most vulnerable then....
she stands on her tiptoes... and lightly kisses his neck....
he jumps.... and she giggles....
baby... it's me.... she whispers.... as she presses her full breasts to his back..... her hands coming around him.... caressing his soapy chest....
he tries to turn towards her... but she won't let him.... her hands wandering lower down his stomach....
he asks her.... when did you get home?
she tells him that she has been there all afternoon.... planning this....
her hand slips down to his cock.... her fingers lightly caressing his shaft.... feeling it spring to life.... feeling it pulse.... she nibbles on his neck.... her fingers starting to stroke him....
he moans.... wanting her to continue... wanting her to tease him for a little bit.... lightly squeezing him.... her other hand finding his balls.... caressing them....
soon, he can take no more.... he turns in her arms.... his mouth finding hers.... kissing her hard, his tongue entering her mouth.... attacking her tongue.... making her moan....
his hands run down her arms... grabbing her wrists.... as he pushes her against the wall of the shower.... holding her wrists in one hand above her head.... his other hand runs down her wet body.... squeezing her breasts..... pinching her nipples.... all the while kissing her with all of the desire that is burning inside of him....
moving his hand down, across her stomach.... he feels her shiver.... so he lightly caresses her more.... playing with her navel.... tickling slightly....
she squirms.... trying to get her arms free.... he breaks the kiss and whispers .... no.....
his hand moves lower.... resting on her mound.... his index finger moving into her slit... feeling how hot she is.... how wet she is.... she is just about dripping....
he puts his knee between her thighs.... pushing them apart.... as he enters her with his fingers.... twisting them as he moves them in and out.... hearing her breathing become faster.... more erratic.....
he can hear her moans turning to whimpers... as his fingers move faster inside her.... her walls tighten around him.... squeezing his fingers tightly.... as he feels her nectar dripping down them....
pulling out his fingers..... he breaks the kiss.... licking her delicious nectar from them.... and rubbing his fingers across her lips....
he lifts one of her legs, bringing her knee up along his hip.... and rubs his hard cock along her slit.... pushing it on her clit.... she moans loudly.... asking him to enter her....
he looks into her eyes.... seeing them wild with desire, and he quickly enters her.... pushing so that he is fully inside her... she tries moving her hips... and he stops her... no baby.... let me.....
he starts to move slowly.... hearing her sighs and moans with every stroke.... he starts moving faster.... his thrusts getting harder....
as he feels her start to tremble... he releases her wrists.... bringing her other leg up and around him....
he thrusts harder.... her nails digging into his back.... as he pushes her harder against the wall.....
she arches her back.... pushing as hard against him as she can as she starts cumming.... her pussy walls spasming and contracting.... her fluids gushing down his cock... dripping down his balls....
he thrusts once more.... his balls swelling as his cum starts to rise..... he holds her tight to him.... his cock as deep as it can be.... his cum shooting deep inside her... .coating her walls.... mixing with her fluids.....
holding her against the wall..... as they both start to catch their breath.... he looks at her... kissing her softly..... and says.... now what's for dinner? cuz you will be my dessert....
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her evening alone
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Posted:Dec 14, 2010 6:05 pm
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2015 9:15 pm
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the sun is setting... the sky is all orange and pink and purple... she watches quietly as she lay in bed... wishing that he were here her.... she misses him... she misses his touch... his kisses...
she closes her eyes, thinking of him... a soft smile on her face... her hands run lightly up and down her arms.... her fingertips just barely touching her skin....
she removes her tank top.... the cool air quickly making her nipples harden... the pale pink aereola pucker....
biting her lip... her hands move up to her full breasts... cupping them... feeling their weight..... her thumbs lightly teasing her nipples.... circling them.... flicking them....
she lets her fingers start playing with her nipples... pinching them... twisting them.... her breath quickens slightly.... she feels a slight tingling in her pussy....
she continues to play with her nipples... loving how each pinch... each twist.. makes her tingle more.... wishing that it were his mouth on her breasts causing her this pleasure....
unable to take much more... she raises her hips, removing her panties.... noticing that there is a sizable wet spot on them....
one hand automatically falls between her legs... her fingertips just grazing across her mound.... feeling her heat.... feeling the dew that has formed on the lips....
one finger slides into her slit.... gathering up some of the dew... lubricating it....
that finger finding it's way between her folds... and inside her wet cavern.... slowly moving in and out....
her thumb finding her clit... swollen... sensitive.... she rubs it... and almost jumps from the pleasure running through her veins....
she adds another finger inside her now very wet pussy.... moving them in and out... twisting them.... all the while still rubbing her clit....
she begins moaning softly... her back arching slightly.... her breath coming faster now... her pulse racing....
moving her thumb faster.... she feels her pussy walls tightening... spasming around her fingers....
her hips raise her off of the bed as they buck.... her moans now almost whimpers... as her fluids release... drenching her fingers.... she is tempted to stop... but can't....
she continues moving her fingers in and out... her eyes wild with lust as multiple orgasms tear through her... one right after the other.... her body now shaking and shuddering....
she stops moving her fingers... removing them from her sopping wet cavern.... grazing them across her over-sensitive clit... her body jumping as she does....
she brings her fingers to her mouth... licking one after the other... cleaning them... sucking them....
as her breathing slows.... she hears the phone ringing....
checking the caller id....
slightly out of breath, she answers it....
hello baby.... i miss you.....
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after the costume party
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Posted:Oct 31, 2010 4:21 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2020 8:18 pm
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she watches the clock on the wall.... only a few more minutes before midnight.... and then everyone at the party will be unmasking....
she starts making her way to the door, as she is sure that he was there, and never even approached her... her costume should have given her away.... one look, and he should have known.... with her love of water, what better costume than a water sprite....
as she gets to the door.... someone grabs her arm.... she hears someone telling her that she can't go yet... she murmurs something about an emergency.... and gets out on the porch....
feeling like she can breathe again... she heads over to her car... fumbling in her purse for her keys....
she hears someone clearing their throat.... and looks up.... seeing him standing next to her car...
he comes up to her... relieving her of her keys... and whispers.... what took you so long? i've been waiting for you for hours.....
he opens her car door for her... letting her into the passenger seat.... and proceeds to get in the driver's seat.... he looks at her, and leans over and softly kisses her lips....
he asks her quietly.... do you trust me? she looks at him, her blue eyes shining... and nods her head.... then let me take you someplace where we can be alone....
he drove for a while.... and turned into a very dark drive.... leading up to a very dark mansion....
they get out of the car, and he leads her in.... taking her up a flight of stairs.... she is wondering where he is leading her.... wondering what he has planned....
he asks her to close her eyes.... and takes her into a room.... she can smell flowers... he comes behind her and begins kissing her neck... his fingers lightly caressing her shoulders.... he unzips her costume.... letting it fall to her feet.... whispering.... i had my eyes on you all night.... he lifts her up in his arms.... kissing her gently....
now keep your eyes closed.... and trust me.... as he continues to remove her undergarments....
he starts to lower her... and she panics.... he whispers again... trust me... i will never let any harm come to you....
he lowers her more.... lowering her into a large bath of very warm water.... he tells her to open her eyes.... and she sees that she is in a very large tub, filled with water and rose petals.... she looks up at him....
he smiles at her... and asks if he may join her.... she says he may... but only if he kisses her first....
not trusting the devlish glint he can see in her eyes, he undresses first... then leans in and kisses her soft and inviting lips.... she puts her arms around his neck and pulls him into the tub with her.... pulling him on top of her....
she whispers to him.... trick .... or treat....
his arms pull her tight to him... as he nibbles on her lower lip.... he tells her...baby... you are my treat.... always sweet.... always mine....
he chuckles as their wet bodies slide against each other.... their hands grasping and groping each other.... he moves so that she is on top... and pushes so that his hard cock enters her.... she is so wet that he slides into her with ease....
she lets out a gasp as he grabs her hips and starts to guide her.... she leans back some... feeling him pulse and throb deep within....
he stands in the tub... pushing her back to the wall.... and begins to thrust into her.... her fingers dig into his shoulders... his back.... as she lets out a scream.... her pussy spasming and contracting around his cock... her sweet nectar dripping down it....
he continues to thrust hard... working through her orgasm....
she feels his cock swelling deep within... knowing that he is about to release his hot seed.....
she pushes hard against his cock..... grinding so that her clit is stimulated... she wants to cum with him.... he knows this... and thrusts and rocks against her.... his hands squeezing and caressing her ass.....
he kisses her deeply.... capturing her tongue with his.... both of them beginning to cum... joining as one... his seed mixing with her nectar....
they rock together.... allowing their orgasms to subside....
he lifts her damp hair from her face, kisses her softly.... and carefully exits the tub.... carrying her to the bed...
he whispers.... this is only the beginning... you are mine for the rest of our lives...
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The Beach
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Posted:Aug 6, 2010 7:29 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2020 8:19 pm
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She sits quietly.... watching the waves rolling in... a soft smile on her face... wishing he were with her, but knowing that he can't be...
Her eyes close... and she never hears a car pull up...
He watches her...the breeze gently blowing her hair... He can smell the soft scent of her perfume...
He slowly moves up behind her, trying not to make a sound... He runs a hand down her cheek and turns her head so she can see him...
Her eyes light up as she sees him.. She asks him ... "How?? I thought..." He puts a finger to her lips... His lips press to hers, soft at first...then pressing harder as his desire for her builds...
He comes in front of her, and offers his hands to help her up... wanting to lead her into the beach house... She follows him in...
Once inside the beach house, he pulls her close...kissing her deeply...his tongue caressing hers... as his fingers undo her beach robe...
Once her robe is untied, he parts it... startled to find the absence of a bathing suit... He looks into her eyes... his darkening with lust, and pulls her hips to his.. grinding his desire against her heat...
She runs her fingers down his chest... and once she reaches the bottom of his tshirt... she begins pulling it up.. breaking the kiss only to pull his shirt over his head...
Looking up into his eyes... she runs her fingers back down his chest... gently pulling his hairs... fingertips just barely grazing his nipples... Her head moves..releasing him from the assault on his lips...
She starts kissing his neck... her tongue dancing along... tasting his skin... and down his chest... paying special attention to his nipples...
He runs his hands through her copper colored curls... moaning softly..trying to pull her back up to his lips...but she refuses to let him...
Continuing her way downward... her tongue finds his navel... circles it... kisses it... She slides onto her knees, and her mouth finds it's goal... she begins licking and kissing him through his jeans, marveling at it's length...
Looking up at him, she smiles mischievously...and undoes the button of jeans... she kisses his skin as it is exposed... He rocks his hips against her as she unzips his jeans... pushing them down... exposing himself to her...
She begins kissing and licking the head of his cock... then proceeds to lick down the shaft to his heavy sac...
Kissing his balls, she licks her way back up the shaft...ever so slowly... loving how she can feel him pulsing and throbbing in her hand... She begins taking him into her mouth...relaxing her throat muscles so she can take him deeply down her throat....
Her talented fingers dance along his shaft as she makes love to his cock with her mouth.... his hand on her head, gently guiding her... His hips begin to move a little faster, his desire becoming stronger...and he pulls her face away... He leans down and lifts her in his arms.. carrying her to the bed..
Gently laying her down... his fingers stroke along her body... He gets on his knees, and parts her legs... guiding himself into her... going slowly... letting her pussy conform around his cock.... He begins moving inside her... his cock filling her completely... his fingers rubbing her clit softly, gently....
She moans, and wraps her legs around him... pulling him into her deeper.... her arms around his neck, kissing him....
He slides in and out... her pussy getting wetter and wetter.... he starts rubbing her clit harder... pinching it between his fingers as his cock moves in and out harder....
He feels her gasp as her legs tighten around him just seconds before her pussy spasms around his cock.... he can feel her creamy fluids running down his cock as her velvety walls close in around him....
He kisses her harder as his hips rock more... His body shudders and he grabs her hips tight to him... his cum splashing and coating her walls.... She tenses and cums with him, soft whimpers in her throat....
Holding her close, caressing her softly, he moves so that he is behind her.... whispering in her ear... I just couldn't let you be here alone...
She leans her head back... kissing him softly... her hair falling across his cheek.... He whispers, get some rest... we have the entire weekend... and they drift off to sleep....
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mmmmmmmmm......
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Posted:Sep 11, 2009 6:47 am
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2020 8:23 pm
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i softly kiss the corner of your mouth... gently teasing it with my tongue... gently nibbling on your lower lip... my fingers softly playing with your hair at the nape of your neck...
i kiss my way along your cheek... to your neck... where i softly lick and nibble my way to your ear... sighing softly... i whisper in your ear how much i crave you... how much i NEED you....
i lick and nibble and kiss my way back down your neck, as my fingers ever so slowly travel down your sides... to find the hem of your shirt... i stop kissing your neck so that i can pull your shirt over your head... and caress your chest... lightly tugging on your chest hair as my fingers travel and caress you... sliding my tongue down your neck to your shoulder...
i let one hand travel down to the button and zipper on your jeans, and slowly undo them... sliding my hand inside... caressing your cock tenderly.... as i kiss and lick my way down your chest....
licking lower.... down your stomach... a few little nibbles... mmmmmmmm.... you taste so good, baby.... i get on my knees, and hook my fingers into your belt loops, and tug on your jeans... pulling them down...
i look up at you... and place my mouth against your cock.... caressing you with my mouth through your boxers... i feel you shiver slightly, and i hook my thumbs in the waistband of your boxers.... i wink at you, and pull them down....
i move my head lower, and begin kissing your inner thighs, lightly nibbling... working my way up higher... very slowly.... licking and kissing the underside of your balls.... gently sucking them into my mouth.... one at a time....
i glance up at you.... see you have your head thrown back in pleasure... and i let out a throaty growl....
i lick your balls one more time.... and then slowly.... so very slowly begin licking and kissing the shaft of your cock.... my hair gently tickling you as i let my tongue caress you... make love to you....
i reach the head of your cock, and let my tongue circle around it....kissing it gently.... i lightly rake my teeth over it before i let my lips close around it....
ever so slowly, i begin to take you deeper into my mouth... into my throat... as my fingers encircle your cock and stroke you as i suck you a little harder.... letting my tongue caress you as i relax my throat muscles....
i can feel you throbbing.... and i moan softly.... letting you feel the vibrations run through your cock.... i look up at you.... and i can see the hot desire in your eyes.... so dark.... i wink at you.... and force your cock even farther into my throat....
my lips close around the base of your cock.... and then i begin bobbing my head up and down... slowly at first.... then increasing my speed... feeling your cock swelling more....
i reach my hands around and squeeze your ass.... bringing you closer.... feeling you throbbing even more....
moaning....loving that i am making you feel this way....
i hear you groaning... feeling your body tensing.... so i bury your cock in my throat... holding it as deep as i can.... letting my tongue caress you... moaning...
i look up at you.... my eyes pleading with you to cum.... coat my throat with your cum.... you wrap your hands in my hair.... and guide my head as i suck you....
you start to rock your hips.... bringing your cock even deeper into my throat... faster and faster... you give one last thrust... and i feel your hot cum running down my throat.... feeling spurt after spurt as you shudder.... i greedily swallow down all of your cum....
you pull my head back.... releasing your cock from my mouth... and i continue to lick it clean.... as i gaze up at you.... you smile at me... and you then pull me back up into your arms.... and whisper, are you ready for your turn...
but that's yet another story....
Love always.... charley
   
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where i belong
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Posted:Aug 25, 2009 1:32 pm
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2020 8:24 pm
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A soft smile
A gentle touch
A tender kiss
means so much
The look in your eyes
as I come near
makes my heart pound
it's all I can hear
You touch my cheek
then hold me tight
I don't know when
I've felt so right
It may seem unreal
like an old love song
But I do know that this
Is where I belong
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is this it... is this love??
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Posted:Jun 15, 2009 5:20 pm
Last Updated:Nov 20, 2015 8:53 pm
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i sit quietly in a chair... just listening to the music... i still can't believe i let my friends talk me into coming to a party... i had planned on doing so many things around the house, and now i was putting it off.
the music is loud... the food is plentiful... the drinks are flowing... and yet, i sit alone... watching all of the activity around me...
i am contemplating leaving, when i notice a large crowd gathering across the room... i start to get curious... i stand, and try to see over the heads of the crowd, but find that it's difficult to see...
i slowly start walking, and the crowd parts....
i gasp, for standing there is the man i have dreamed of my entire life... i've seen him many times in my dreams, but this time... he is real...
i feel like i'm staring... just drinking him in... watching him... i force myself to look away...
i feel weak... and try to return to where i was sitting, only to find the seat is taken... so i lean against the wall... i need to gather my wits... get my brain functioning properly...
as i stand there, it seems as if the room is spinning in slow motion... the music is so slow...
I raise my head, and our eyes meet... i am drawn to him even more, now.... just one glimpse, and my heart jumps.... i wonder what is happening to me.... i have never felt this way before...
i look down quickly... i'm slightly scared of what i'm feeling, yet i'm excited... i can't believe that i almost didn't come... that i almost left... do i have it in me to go over and introduce myself to him? i wonder if he felt the sparks that i felt when our eyes met...
i have to look again... this is my destiny... i know it....
i look up, and he is gone... my heart falls... i'm sure that my face is showing all of my disappointment.... i glance around, and can't see him anywhere... my eyes well up with tears as i feel that my moment is gone... he was here, and i lost him...
i want to leave now... i have to leave now... i can't stay, knowing that i blew my chance...
i head to the back bedroom to grab my purse, as i had put it away in a drawer earlier... as i enter the room, i feel that i'm not alone in there... but i see no one... i hit the switch for the light, but it doesn't come on...
i quickly grab my purse and turn to leave...
i stop quickly... standing there in front of me... is the man of my dreams... in the flesh... in the room... just a couple of feet away... my heart is pounding so hard, i'm sure he can hear it, possibly feel it...
i look up at him, and realize that he is more than the man of my dreams... he is my soul mate... i can feel it... but does he?
our eyes meet... i gaze deep into his eyes... i know that he can see right into my soul... right into my heart... i am his... totally his... but can he feel it?
our eyes are locked on one another... drinking each other in.... i'm afraid to break the contact... afraid if i do, he will vanish... i have searched for so long for him, and he could be gone in an instant...
he reaches his hand out, and softly caresses my cheek... down my neck... down my arm to my hand.... his fingers entwine with mine...
my breath quickens... my heart melts even more... i can't believe this is really happening to me...
with his other hand, he cups my chin... and tilts my face upwards... he softly kisses my lips... barely touching his to mine... it feels like electricity is flowing through my veins...
i reach my free hand up and rest it on his shoulder... i still have not stopped gazing into his eyes.... i can't.... i am mesmerized by him...
he moves closer to me, and i to him... he kisses me deeper... tasting of me... drinking me in... savoring me... i can feel it... i know deep in my heart that this is it... this is the person that completes me... that makes me whole....
he breaks the kiss, and he breaks eye contact with me... he lifts my hand to his lips then, and kisses it... he looks down at me and smiles... oh my god, i have fallen so far now... he leads me from the back room, out into the front room where the music is playing softly.... he pulls me close and the music flows through us, bringing us into a rhythm that can only be ours...
i cannot keep my eyes off of him... i wonder if he can feel what i feel...
he looks into my eyes, and i smile... i know he can tell how i feel...
he takes my hand...
and leads me to the door...
he knows i will follow him anywhere...
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