Do Re Mi....
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Posted:May 24, 2013 7:19 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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The rhythm of your life... Probably similar to '123'.... The starting rhythm of your life.... For some too soon forgotten.... For me.....
Some people think and believe that they can achieve almost everything... That impossible is nothing.... Some people think that the world is too small for them...
No matter how deep and far I had searched, I never really knew what I am.... No matter how close it might had been, I almost ended up with 'mixed feelings'..... "You got to believe..." I was told. "You''ve got to take side and start believing..." But I knew that was never really the answer. Not the one I was searching for.... Though it might have been the easier way.... Though it might have been the more logical way... Never let people tell you who you are. Especially if you believe it. They are not you, they can never know for sure.
Accept yourself for who you are. Embrace yourself.
Yes, you can try to take on the world even when you're not born and suited for it.... You'll only take over it, leaving it in a mess.... If you're a knife, you're a knife... You can try to use yourself to hammer a nail into the wall and it might just work... But at what efficiency? So I'll ask you what are you.... Pls remember you're a knife. What are you? A knife. What really are you....? You're an idiot.....
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Too dark.
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Posted:May 20, 2013 10:33 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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Am I awake or am I asleep...?
I seems awake, but I'm actually asleep... And when I'm suppose to be sleeping....?
Nothing can lies ahead of you, they just lies ahead... What is ahead of you could only be so if you place them so....?
So sex is a 'perfection' with you... In fact the chemistry, 'connectivity' and everything are.... But life just plays a strange tune.... You are there and you are not there. Everything about sex is wonderful. You said sex is one of the most important things to you... But I know I've got no place in your heart... At least for now.
A heart is one of the strangest places.. It leaves space and no space at all....
Alpha. Everything in my hands.. Time to let go and build new ones....
If route takes no space, time and direction....
The road to self-discovery is a never-ending journey... First you think you know.... Then you continue learning....
'Spins'.....
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A slice of heaven.... Fallen.
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Posted:May 9, 2013 10:35 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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A little slice of heaven has fallen from above.... A long way from home.....
I woke up to yesterday. I like my little room... My little personal space... It's like a world of its own... No matter what happens on the outside... Time, seems to go ever so slowly in here..... Peaceful... Quiet... Smoothing.
I woke up. V tired today. I decided to call in and not go to the office today. Not much today anyway? Plenty hell more in days to come.....
Once again I woke up thinking of what I wish to do on this day which I don't have to work... It quickly deteriorates to what I have to do... Pathetic? I hide. Once again back into my room. I remember how I used to avoid and hide from so many things... Today when people see me.... People who know me or not really....? They all see me as a very outgoing individual... Very energized and motivated individual... Sometimes thinking back... It's hard to believe what I've become. And when I say "I have become", I mean it's really in my blood now....
Life seems so much more 'out of hands' compared to work now.... I want to work smart. Work different... I'm not someone who can be constantly dependent on... At least not now....? But when I do act (which often I do), it's gonna be different and ground-shaking.... I'm different, and you can't buy that.
Wish vs needs. Go somewhere... Enjoy... Relax... Go ktv by myself (yes! By myself). Go catch a movie I wanna watch (which I can't do now as I've already made an appointment with a friend to watch it together). Go sleep for the rest of the day (like I've not 'wasted' enough time by waking up at the noon)... Watch a movie at home (time-consuming activity?). Play my games (and I know I probably won't stop till it's dark...). Go somewhere I would really love to have lunch at (and I would have to think my next move after outside as its really quite a distance away...). All that thinkings and I've not even washed up...
Needing to run agenda. Pick up items. Delivery items. Reply e-mails. And I've not even started on my new CV update... Buy items. Go at least for a short run (which I've not been doing either because I've been too busy with work or the weather sucks...) Go get a new tattoo. Go touch up on my old tattoo... Sometimes I wish to be out there yet so invisible... I wish nobody would see or notice me yet almost everybody would wanna see and notice me... I know.... It's complicated...?
Things I'll have to do....
I'm starting to hate sex... Well... In a way? It's tiring. Consumes my time. Consumes my energy. Besides the fact that there is often lack of enough foreplays... Of course, 'enough' is a very subjective word.... Too many people think that masturbations are for losers... Especially guys who just 'can't get it'? I beg to differ at this point of time... Though I'm one who seriously used to prefer sex over masturbation anytime (in fact starting from a point of my life, I barely does it anymore), I have to admit that it's seriously more 'efficient'.... Less chance of disappointment from expectations... (if you think about it this way? Maybe even less chance of disappointing others....??  )
I miss the pain... I miss the 'wake up call'.... The way the stimulations go into my brain.... Makes me feel awake.... Alive... I miss having a tattoo done.
I've decided. Tonight I'm going to meet the 'others'...
Think I'm seriously going CRAZY. My boss must be SO LOVING ME for the things I've been doing... Yet I'm thinking of my own career advancements.. Should I change job? How he used to be treating me.... You know those type of bosses who are only fucking smiling at you because they truly know your value and have their eyes wide open because you're a gem....? I want better bosses... Better opportunities... Better partners.. Better recognitions.... I asked, you didn't give it to me. In fact you gave me shit. I'll remember.... I'd told myself I always would....
Yet on the other hand I can feel the jealousy and some envies coming in... Among the 'respects'. I can smell them....
I'm getting hungry but I don't feel like eating yet....
This is what I think I'll do next. Get out of my 'heaven' (mode). Wash up. Shoot some people / play some games... Head down for lunch wherever that may be later. Buy some stuff, maybe pick up some stuff too?
I think I'm complicated enough... Let life be simple...?
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'Let' Masturbation.
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Posted:May 9, 2013 3:23 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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Involves a party who willingly let the other party caress, touches, kisses and arouses him / her while the former is suppose to keep his / hands fixed at the same place and does not make any move in return... Enjoying the satisfaction to its fullest.
When with the correct person and done properly, this activity could be a most relaxing yet enjoyable
experience.....
Priceless... Any taker? 
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Mutual Masturbation?
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Posted:May 8, 2013 12:00 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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Mutual masturbation / petting is an activity where 2 people come together to exchange touches and caresses.... Maybe kisses...? And of course, to tease and satisfy each other... It is simple, safe, clean and exciting if done appropriately. It is suitable for people who do not wish to go too far or is worried about various safety issues.
Looking for a girl who is open-minded for this idea for now. A suitable person to create that right and wonderful experience... If you're one, pls let me know! 
Mutual masturbation voyeurism. This is even more safe compared to mutual masturbation / petting. For the person who not only wants it safe but might also be intimated to try things or feels relatively shy about it. Each party just masturbates and touches himself / herself on their own. The distance between both parties can also be adjusted accordingly but ideally should be fixed. Look at the other party gets real self-satisfaction as if he / she is on their own and get your own share of satisfaction of the same time!
Any interested party could contact me to work out the possibilities!
Mass mutual masturbation (voyeurism). A group of (equally?) mixed males and females (recommended 6-8 pax) sit around in a circle facing each other... They each do whatever they like to themselves for self-satisfaction... Who likes to look...? And who would like to show off to the others....?
Recruiting for members and would gather the right people when there is a good pool...
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Run for Life....
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Posted:May 5, 2013 12:18 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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I know work have been keeping you down and all those shits... But no more excuses bro! Time to kick that 'routine' and come up with NEW STRATEGIES....
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Sex initiative...
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Posted:May 5, 2013 10:45 am
Last Updated:Jun 6, 2013 10:29 am
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So it's true. Once again very much proven... That 'technique' can be so very important... I don't know how much more intensively you might have 'cummed' or not, but definitely much faster... Much much faster....
That 'soft technique' can be as equally important if not more important than 'hard technique'.... And no, we're not talking about 'physical attribute' here. Not one way, nor the other.... It's about the practice of 'no technique' or rather... Not only about techniques.... Okay. So I admit. It CAN be a little complicated...? Just a little....?
Disclaimer. Devilcharmz is a self pro-claimed sexual expert. However, his basis has no support document or certification of any form. Whatever you intend to believe in here (for example, if you wishes to have sex with him... ) cannot be used against him in the recognized juridical court or any other legal proceedings. 
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Sorry to disturb. Pls do not disturb. This is all I have to say....
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Posted:May 5, 2013 10:33 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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1am. Access denied. Subject matters - doesn't make sense. Content - doesn't make sense. My memory seems to be failing me these days... I must have been too tired... My apology. It might have been hard on you to be reading all these... Sorry to disturb.
It's complicated... Life can b e complicated. Yet it can be just as equally simple... It's really all about our intentions. And since people's intentions are often never too easy to be read (perhaps not even our own), it is often complicated.... Yet if you don't really have much intentions, your life might be relatively 'simple'... Same reason why some religions preach that string of thoughts.... Zen your life in till you have only a dollar in your bank to spare, only to find yourself having the same problems that others are facing... It's 'complicated'.
People often think I'm quiet and complicated. I'm 'quiet' most of the time because there're just too many things I'm unsatisfied with in life... Too many things I'm unhappy about. Too many things I wish to yell about... Yet I know I can't be yelling all the time. Nor be doing things which are counter-productive, politically incorrect and which I might only grow to regret later... They say words that are spilled out of your mouth can never be retrieved.... It's complicated.
I'm a complicated 'perfectionist'. That's what they always say.... I beg to differ.... I only thought.... Why leave things 'uncompleted'? Imagine things that you've put in so much effort, invested so much time and manpower resources... Only to see it fail to work? Only to see it work at 20% efficiency....? It's pathetic. Prioritize and priority.... Everybody has got one in their life... It's their 'intention'.... Some things are destinated to fail because nobody really put in enough effort to make it happen... Other things are destinated to fail because people make enough 'effort' to make sure they do.... Intentionally... Or 'unintentionally'..... For better or worse.... No matter to me? These days I see things as things they are.... Things that are to come..... Things that are suppose to happen.... Things that happened.... Just things.
It's complicated. Layers of thoughts... And layers within the 'layers'..... It makes you 'super-efficient'.... Super.... Meaningless....? End of the day it's not only about what you've got.... It's also about what you've learnt... Not only what you had learnt, but how much you had learnt.... Not only about 'how much you had learnt', but 'how much you had REALLY learnt'..... Not only about how much you had really learnt but how much more you could have learnt....? And.... How useful they can be.... Really.....?
It's getting late.... Pls do not disturb?
And that's all I have to say.......
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Deep.
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Posted:Apr 28, 2013 3:23 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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Too deep, I slowly don't know where I belong...
Too many things on my head... Too deep... I didn't sleep a bit last night. It seems... This could be getting from bad to worse...
Too many people had said I hide myself too deep from others... I agree. I do not show.
Life is getting too different... Too many things I want yet not in the position to take those risks.... Where is the sign? Is there going to be one? Should I wait on forever or move on of my own....? Which is the 'better'? Is it good to be afraid...? Is it better not to be....?
I want to change.... Should I? Can I? There is a dream out there.....
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Drips... Down my body....
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Posted:Apr 16, 2013 5:32 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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I love to sweat.
Been too busy at work. Been too bad a weather. Been too sick...
The endless days and weeks of overtime have driven me slowly up to the edge of the cliff....
I'm beginning to fall sick today but I decided that I've had it. I need to sweat. I need to run. I need to exercise.
I thought it was a bad choice, a bad run, and a bad combination. Have not been running for a while and now that I'm falling sick, I still pushed myself for a long distance... It felt so awful that I was wondering what was I thinking about....
The aftermaths is a bittersweet change. It made me wonder why have I really not been running... For work? I can love my job and the things I do.... But still life have to go on....?
I think I am really lousy in my financial management... In short, I'm a spendthrift. Really have to do something about it... Weakest link.....
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Skyfall. Satisfaction.
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Posted:Apr 6, 2013 10:21 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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Been so too really tired and busy lately.... Life... Especially work is killing... Work and life are yet to be balanced, but I thought yesterday was a very nice start....?
I was contemplating if I should turn up for a clubbing appointment... The days had been long, tough and tiring.... And it would continue to be... Mostly of my own 'willingness', though I doubt there'll be much recognition to come too soon...
Last night was a very nice balance. I thought I was pathetic to begin with when I realized that only finally did I get the time to check through my e-mails... So many had happened... I was so busy that I had missed out so much in my life... Come to think of it, not something relatively new... I thought I had already reminded myself not to make the same "mistake" again.... But still.....
Satisfaction. Been thinking about it for weeks and finally got to read and clear my e-mails and other social networks.... And then finally able to really enjoy the music... The shows... And the PARTY! I'd always try to restrain myself during parties since I known myself.... Preventing myself from going too crazy and wild... Preventing myself from unleashing the layers of 'animal' within me.... But yesterday I unhooked a chain, and let this creature out for a 'run'.... Can't really remember when was the last time.... It was 'controlled' but enough for a breather... It felt good... Reminded me of how I love PARTIES just like how I was reminded of how much I could really enjoy and use a good massage from time to time some time back....
I LOVE +he BALANCE.... Interestingly enough, it can be ALL THAT SATISFYING even without SEX being part of the equation..... 
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Grass on the other side. Green.
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Posted:Mar 11, 2013 6:10 am
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 2:46 pm
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Look on the other side. Is it always better out there? People who tell you how much more.... How much more it could be..... Look at yourself. Where you are. Could there have been so much more you could have done? Or do you rather it's all out for you.....? Jump.
He said I'm always being too pessimistic. Yes I understand. I think a lot, plan 'too much'. He have nothing to fear. Nothing to worry about. Because it is always us... Us who clear your shit for you. Us who do the things you fail to do or dare not face. It has always been us.......
The grass is always green.... You just have to wait up, sit down and smell it.......
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