A BIG CHANGE
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Posted:Sep 5, 2008 8:27 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2010 7:32 am
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ok....
i feel differant. I love being a slut but when i'm dressed as a woman i now don't want to be treated as one all the time.
i want to be treated like a lady now. to be treated well, cared for, like i'm special.
I think i'd like guys to treat me like that.
then maybe they'd like it when they finally got me to bed and it turned out i'd do anything...!
but thats not the point.
i think i've reached the point when just being a fuck or somone to suck a cock isn't as much fun as it was.
maybe i want to be better so that when i'm degraded and fucked it's kinkyer. maybe i just want to be treated well. i don't know yet.
hopfully one of you will help me find out?
P.S. don't get me wrong, i still give out blow jobs like they were 'hello's!
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is it because i'm alone
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Posted:Sep 3, 2008 8:17 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 9:38 am
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My girlfriend is away. I don't think even she knows about my fantasys. May be it's her i want to be like...?
I just saw a video on redtube, i girl being fucked hard, held by the neck and hair and fucked relentlesly by these guys.
I wish so much that i could be that GIRL! i just find it so sexy, not to control the girl but the idea and feeling of BEING THAT GIRL. Is it because i have a strange view of women as submissive? I hope not. but if i was a woman i would WANT to be the VICTIM of sex!
maybe that's wierd, but it's what i want....
anyone want to help me pretend I'm that woman?
my GF's away for a few more days.....
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AHHHHGGGGGGGGG!!!
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Posted:Aug 30, 2008 11:34 pm
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2008 7:24 pm
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I've never been so frustrated!!
read my last post....
it's not 7:30 and i've never been more in need of having a cock to suck on....
no thats not right. I have never wanted to have just BEEN sucking on a cock and to be watching my guy jerk off... waiting those few seconds for that load to hit my lips and face, to feel and taste that amazing cum... to feel the massive load drip on to my chest and to masterbate with the cum all over me....
Or to have been thrown down and fucked.... hard. to have been used and be lying on the floor, as they just watch tv past me.... waiting to use me again!
AHHHHGGGGG!!!!!
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it's 7:17 in the morning....
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Posted:Aug 30, 2008 11:25 pm
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2010 7:34 am
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it's 7:17 in the morning....
and my mates have just left.
these are my straight friends who know nothing about my other fantasy life. the one where i'm a rampant femail slut. a smooth, shaven all over blow job queen that looks great in a mini skirt...
we've been sat drinking for hours in the pub and here at home but i can't tell them the truth about me or what i want. they are both really sexy, manly men. so they wouldn't have me....
what i really wanted as they both sat on my sofa was to get on my knees wearing a slutty little mini skirt and sexy top and unzip them (if they didn't do it themselves and suck there cocks.
after a while i'd slide off my black pants from under my mini skirt and sit across one. leaning to the side keeping the other cock in my mouth until they both came. One across my face and in my mouth, the other all over my cunt and thighs and belly....
I thought they'd stay watching some more TV as i played with the cum, eating each bit from my upper body, face and tits while masterbating with the other hand, loving the cum all over my lower body....
It was impossable for me not to think about this as we sat there chating.... I don't think they noticed my erection....
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Lately ive been having this dream
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Posted:Dec 10, 2007 9:27 am
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2008 8:01 am
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where i wake up (yes, the dream starts with me dreaming about waking up) and realise, to my shock and horror that i am slowly, naturaly becoming female. everything about me is changing like my body just decides its changed its mind and should have been a girl all along!
now in real life this would be a godsend, a dream come true. But in this dream i'm shocked, and scard, i don't want this, I'm a man! i worry how do i tell my family? my friends?
the dream skips a bit here, obviously my sleepy mind can't work well enough to work the bit about telling people out. The dream, or at least that bit i remember is now about being in my local pub, now fully a woman and my mates knowing what has happened. not awrkward or anything, just mates at the bar, one of them happening to be a girl, a sexy girl with nice tits and a short dress on.
We are chatting a laughing and joking flirting. only flirting because we're mates and i used to be a man so we'd never do anything and what would people say/think?!
so this mock flirting goes on until i lean over and say "I won't tell anyone if you don't" andthen lean back as if nothing had been said.
he gets up and says he's going for a smoke (thanks to our nazi govenment we can't smoke in doors anymore) and i follow and as the pub was quite nobody else does.
Now we have to go out the front of the pub and walk around the back to the garden where it's cold and dark. we don't say a word to each other, this really feels quite wierd. and it's about to get more wierd.
Stopping near a wall 'steve' (not his real name cause this dream was about one of my real life best friends). he's know for ages that i've decided i like boys now but trys to speak.
"so when did you decide you liked..."
"about half an hour before i realised i love sucking boys cocks" i say as i sink to my knees.
Blowjobs are 'steves' 'thing' after hundreds of late night conversations i know this full well and his reaction when i pull down his pants and his cock rubs the side of my face before i start to lick it make this so hornly for me. I taste him, i lick his shaft and balls. I stroke his shaft and gobble at his cock the way I know he likes. a few minutes later he explodes in my mouth. I hold my mouth still and wank his for every last drop he has to offer. then swallow. he seems happy. I KNOW I'm happy (he often boasts about cumming 10 time a night!) and we head back inside.
Now in the dream i start to think about other fantasys, fantasys i've written down on here (and that you all seem to enjoy reading!) The nice thing about this dream is it seems that i'm discovering these fantasy as a woman, not some pervy TS/TG wanna be.... (not go a very high opinion of myself at the moment) and that in the dream I end up haveing lots and lots of great dirty sex with people i feel close to.....
....dream on.....
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HELP! HELP! /MADAM WANTED!!
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Posted:Oct 26, 2007 6:50 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 9:38 am
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At the moment i have one massive fantasy, I can't stop wanking thinking of this and can't describe how much i ache to make it come true!.....
I want a sexy couple or group with a georgious woman or TS/G/V to play the part of madam in a house. She'll pick me up out of the cold on the streets, i'd be hungry, tired and cold. She'll take me in and feed and wash me and dress me in cloths that make me look and feel stunning and beautiful and kind of cute. She'll be so kind to me. Then later when I'm happy and comfortable and warm she'll take me in to a room with some other girls and a couple of guys. she'll say somthing like "ok now this is what i want YOU to do for ME" sitting me down between a couple of nice, friendly looking guys. i smile and say hi to them, I've not seen any nice, clean people for so long! I look at her confused. "to pay me back for all i've done for you I want to to fuck these gentlemen. You can stay here and work for me having sex for a living. I look at her, not exactly shocked but unsure of what to say. Other girls are looking at me, to see what i do. after short, uncertain pause i smile and move closed to one of the guys nervously touching his leg, i smile and slowly begin to touch more of his body.......
(If you want to find out the rest of the fantasty you'd better get in touch and make youself one of those guys!)
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In da Club
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Posted:Jun 20, 2007 9:03 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2008 2:32 am
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Ready for a drunken night out, dressing up with the girls: we're all looking HOT and we're all gonna be making the HOT guys even HOTTER. well, thats the plan! 
I like to dance with men, to tease them, to frustrate them, it's so hot when guys want me so badly, and I love making them work to get me! I'll flirt with them, dance with them, dance with someone else while I'm still flirting with them, what I want is a strong man, one who can prove that he has what it takes to take control of me, dominate me!
Guys bodys are amazing, I loving grinding against them, to feel how excited they are, to feel them touching with there hands, when a guy is sure enough of himself and taking enough pleasure in me to move his hands up the top of my legs and under my (usually very short) skirt, to grope me to enjoy my body and feel every last bit of it! I find horny men, desparate for sex just so increadably SEXY.
Also I like to tease myself, i want this guy but I'll move on to that one, get him all hot, I make myself wait for the one i want!
If all goes well my favorite guy will come and take me, I'll dance with him, grinding against him, pressing by tits againts him, ribbing his body, his skin, his cricth with my hands, dripping down to simulate a blow job, pressing my lips against his (hopefully by now very hard) shaft, the exabistionist in me taking full use of the fact people all around the club are stairing at me. 50% of the girls think I'm a slut, the other 50% envious of my sexy body and sensuality and sexy way and every single guy wanting me.
My fantasy will go on now, I'll give the guy (whos name i don't know - I'm after sex here!) a sex look and lick my lips as i gesure to a darkened corner in the back of the club. We go voer a take a seat, hopfully just out of view but if not who cares! at this point one of my friends will come over and sit on the other side to me and I''l introduce here. If he tries to introduce himself He'll be told to be quite.
She'll be as close to him as I am and we'll kiss right in front of him, slowly and then we'll move to include him, 3 way kissing. slowly I'll move myself down his body and towards his zip, working his cock through his trousers with my mouth and hands before undoing him and stilling working him throughhis moist sweaty boxers, and taking out his cock, licking it from end to end and taking massive pleaseue as soon as a taste him!
this is what i love, exabitionist blow jobs, there is just somthin about goving head in a club and having anoth girl there with him, kissing him makes it all the hotter! she know this ones mine, I love cum and she know that thats what i wants so she kisses and suck, and rub and lick, He's near climax quickly, after all I have been working him on the dance floor for a while too! he EXPLODES into my mouth with such forch and a thrusting of his hips that i gag a little dribbling som cum on to my tits exposed by the low cut top I'm wearing. I suck him dry and moving up take the sperm from my tits and top and lick it from my fingers. My friend stops kissing him now we kiss each other and get up to leave with nothing more than a cute little wave... getting back to my group of girls all grinning, knowing what we've just done, "on to the next palce then?"
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Thanks to prettiepanties for the idea behind this one!
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Posted:May 2, 2007 7:07 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2008 2:32 am
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Thanks to prettiepanties for the idea behind this one!
I'll be in a bar filrting with the guys and then they suggest we play pool. I suggest we make it interesting, if I win they buy me a drink, If they win I give them head. AS IF I'M EVEN GONNA TRY! of course I lose and give the guy a blowjob, letting him cum in my mouth and across my lips. I play the next guy and lose again: so another blow job and ball-licking! again more cum in my mouth and in my hair - i'm starting to look a mess! third game and I start to do quite well, "oh, no!" I say As i bend over a line up to take my shot, "I might win this one! someone needs to distract me, they laugh, not getting it so i take one hand off my cue and pull up my already far-to-shot to be decent mini skirt to reveal the target. I look they are just stairing. So i pull it further up and my panties to the side "Will one of you just fuck me! I don't want to win this, I want to give more blow jobs!" I turn to take my shot and hear a zip being undone, I line my shot up, pull the cue back and as I move to strike the cue ball I feel an amazingly hard, thick shaft enter me. hard. I'm pushed against the table and foul the shot as I get the pounding of my life, right there against the table, harder, the harder, faster and faster, my face against the felt, my knees feel weak as an orgasm explodes across my body. He pulls out, turns me around and pushes me to my knees. I turn my head as the trys to stick his dick in my mouth, "you only get a blow job if you win!" I say, "fine" as i joke about the other guy fluffs his shot and It's my go again, "hey! it's my go, I'm gonna need distracting again!" I get up to take my shot, this time his cock is in me even before I've bent over, christ I want to feel cum inside me! and just as I go to strike the cue ball I feel his cock spasm and his HUGE load fill me, WOW! my legs buckle a little and as he pulls out I feel a little cum begin to dribble down my inner thigh. That shot cost me the game, another blow job. I kneel on the floor and take this cock in my hands as I hungrally lick nuzle his balls. working his long hard shaft with my hands and mouth. this guy pulls my hands away and grabs my hair: Oh, YEAH, FUCK MY FACE!! I'm on the verge of gagging and as he becomes more gentle I begin to rub myself off, feeling his mates cum still dripping out of me, he pulls his dick out of my mouth, and starts wanking, he's near climax. Playing with his balls I feel them tighten as his hot load cover my face and fills my waiting mouth. By now I'm so exausted, and still so horny i don't know what to do! I sit looking happy and dazzed on the seat near the guys. I'm covered in cum, my face, my hair, the tits, my cunt and down my leg. I can taste them in my mouth and even though I'm sitting here exausted & covered in cum All that I gcan think is that I want more cocks and more cum.
One of the guys goes to put anoth 50 in the table, "no more pool" I say, I'll just lose, save the 50 pence and fuck me!
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enough of the fantasys!!
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Posted:Apr 18, 2007 5:39 am
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2007 9:14 am
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OK, up to now my blog has been about my fantasys, most of which are just differant settings for blowjobs and gang bangs that end with me covered in cum (I guess i just know what i like! but this is more about how i feel....
I sit in the office all day, or when i go out. I see beautiful girls and women walking by and i apperciate that they are all beautiful in there own way; but i find my self increadably jellous 
And I see men walk by, all kinds of men, all (well most) of which i find my self very.. allured buy and again feel jellious that its the girls they all want, that they are looking at and It's these real girls that can have the opportunity to take these men and be had by them.
Do other TS/TG wannabe's feel this way or is it me?
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Email fantasy
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Posted:Nov 2, 2006 9:24 am
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2007 9:15 am
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Hi all I just copied and pasted this fom my old profiles Blog so you may have read it before, if not, ENJOY!!!!
READ the bottom email first
xxx.
I've just red your email. I'm SOOOOO turned on. The thought of you powerless to stop me. I can do whatever I want to you, you strong and powerful man. And OH GOD to I want to take your cock in my mouth. I'll tease you, tempt you with freedom and then rub your dick, slowly beginning to take down your trousers. Then tempt you with freedom again; an escape from this humiliation. but you rock hard erection will betray your true feelings, and be far too tempting a morsal for me to let get away. Down come your trousers and now i'm teasing you showing you my long, smooth legs, letting you look them up and down and up again to my short, slutty skirt which shows you every line of my firm, round ass.. I stradle your leg sitting on your knee touching, rubbing your body. But ofcourse focusing more on you cock. I slowly lift up my little skirt to reviel to you..... my cock, huge and hard; GOD I'm SO TURNED ON BY THIS! You wriggle more and thats when i tell you to wimper and i'll let you go. Of course you swallow your pride and comply. I stand and back off a little then go straight for you pants, rubbing licking and taking them in my mouth before pulling them all the way down to the floor, you're struggling like mad now - you hard, erect cock fully exposed to me above you naked legs. My mouth gets nearer and nearer, I'm moving my hands up and down you long, rock hard shaft and i take you in my mouth, you begin to struggle less and less as i work you cock with my hands, lips and mouth. Faster and faster and then slowly. You want it now, you know you want me and you know that you want to explode into my mouth. I'm teasing you again now and the more i do, the more you want it. Imagian that, you a strong powerful married man crying out for a little slutty Tgirl like me to make you cum. I take you cock in my mouth again working it with my hand as well and playing with your balls. I'm gagging for it now, wanting you to cum, PLEASE GOD CUM! i want to feel your sperm on me and in my mouth! You groan, you're going to cum, you want me, the little slut with a cock, to swallow your cum. I pull back, wanking you to climax, letting your sperm cover my face, accross my lips. i open my mouth catching the next load, and then sucking out ......every.....last.......drop. I lick and wipe the sperm from my lips, face and chin. Swallowing every drop that I scoop up with my hands. I kiss you softly on the cheek and walkaway.
If you want to chat online i'm on mesenger, send me your ID and let me know when your online, i can't wait to discuss this fantasy further......xxx.
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> Sender: ?????
> To: BJ_Jenny
> Date: Jan 6, 2006 8:01 PM WEST
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> Hi again,
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> Glad you liked my fantasy... I cant help thinking about me being tied up by a pretty woman, of course I'd love that, but then she lifts her skirt up to reveal she has more of a manhood than me. Wow. She, however, still wants me. She looks at my smaller manhood, and decides she will drain it. I was a respected married man, strong and dominant in whatever i do, yet here was this small tGirl, well hung, and about to take me. Oh how embarrassing. But the more i wriggle the more you giggle. My erection gives away how i feel, though my concous self doesnt want to submit to you . I am powerless to stop you. You slowly unzip me. You then pull at my underpants. Then you tease me. you say whimmper like a little girl and i may let you go ... oh no - how humiliating - but it better then letting you play with my manhood, so I comply. You were just teasing me, and strip me of my ytrouser and pants anyway - at least down to my kness. Then your mouth gets nearer and nearer. I wriggle more and more, but your mouth seems to be everwhere, and eventually you GET me..........
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> I can't believe I'm typing this.
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> Regards
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> ?????
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> PS When can we chat?
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Feelings Dirrrrrrrrrrrrty!!
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Posted:Nov 2, 2006 9:18 am
Last Updated:May 17, 2008 3:14 am
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I would love to feel dirty. used. covered in sweat and sperm. the thought of just being a sex object, used and disguarded like a sock is sexy. I wonder, would it be sexy in real life? Anyone got any thoughts on this?
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Short fantasy
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Posted:Nov 1, 2006 8:01 am
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2007 9:32 am
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Secluded beach, sunbathing wearing bikini. looking sexy. stranger chats me up. i give him head, he cums all over my face and tits and bikini, it drips on to my thong. he goes. I walk in to the sea to clean off the sperm. The End.
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Party
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Posted:Oct 12, 2006 8:46 am
Last Updated:Aug 13, 2007 10:58 am
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Dressed in a long, elegant ball gown, silky and hugging my sensual, sexy figure and showing of my bum in a classy, sexy way I manoeuvre through the crowd at the party. A big, classy ball, hundreds of people dressed in expensive suits and dress mingle. I'm heading to talk to a friend of mine when a tall, dark, very-sure-of-himself man steps in front of me,
"the most beautiful creature at the ball"
"where?" i say with a smile and he proceeds to charm my in a very proper and sophisticated way.
He looks at my body though, taking his eyes away from mine for just the slightest fraction of a second to long to be perfectly polite. His look and his charm seem to give away the fact that he 'knows' that I might be any easy conquest. I'm thinking the same about him
Offering me a drink he takes two glass of champagne from a passing waiter, we talk and start to move to the side of the room; we had been getting in peoples way....
I play with my long hair as we talk and lean against the wall, prehaps showing a little to much leg but I'm getting so hot and horny now I simply must have him. He knows its gonna happen and i can see, as i playfully glance towards his crotch, the bulge thats forming there.
"Come with me" he says. that�s it, so commanding! i must be had by him now!
Through a couple of doors, he's waling a couple of paces ahead of me, but stopping to hold doors like a true gentleman.
In to a small store room, how seeds this room is makes it all the hotter having just come from the ball room. He turns and as i get close he tries to kiss me. "no" i say putting a finger to his lips. down i go, my elegant dress is pulled up to my waist , showing off my black thong as i squat down in front of him and proceed to unzip him. His man hood is big, and not quite fully hard yet; i take it in my mouth and it soon is. One hand on his shaft the other on his balls working his whole package. he leans back and moans and grunts. Suddenly, bending down to me he grabs my shoulders and forces me up and around and over a table at the side of the room. whatever it was on the table goes flying as he rips my sexy little thong to the side and inserts himself, oh ,my, GOD I'M CUMMING!! his huge throbbing manhood pumps and pumps in side me and again i cum, the excitement, the danger of being found out, our, my dirty little slutty secret, all of the women at this ball wish they had the nerve to do this and I�m doing it! he groans, and pumps faster he's gonna cum and i want to taste it. rolling to the side and kneeling on the floor again i take his manhood in my mouth, the straps of my dress have fallen exposing my tits inside a very sexy black lacy bra, I work his shaft as if my life depended up it with my mouth and one hand and as i cum for the third time so does he, masses of cum! I taste it on my tong and as he thrusts his cock in to my mouth one more time, the cum spills out of my mouth and down n to my breasts - which is what i love, but not here! not when I�ve got to go back out in to that crowd! he pulls back and look down at me, seemingly pleasantly surprised and curious as i rub and scoop his cum in to my hands and lick it off again instead of wiping it somewhere. I stand and sheepishly smile as i say thanks, and kiss him on the cheek.
I straighten my hair, which must still be a mess and adjust my dress while checking it for any stray sperm. I find a bit and lick that up to. smile again, and walk out.
Back at the party I can't help but be turned on thinking "who knows what I�ve just done?" "can they tell" as i wipe my mouth again just to be sure. my man steps out in front of me again
"I�m sorry, i just couldn't let you escape, you have got to come back to mine afterwards"
"why wait?"
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