Damn but you 30 & 40 yo women are the BOMB!!
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Posted:Sep 16, 2010 3:09 am
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2010 12:38 am
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Used to be I salivated for - teens i mean. They are so fresh and pure and they are all just beautiful especially where we are from - texas. As i got older - into my 30s i still maintained a preference for (in theory) although my wife has always captivated me regardless of her age - she alone was the exception. we lived on a street in bellaire texas with a median of HUGE live oaks - they used to be the windbreak when the area was a farm. the high school was up the street and for gym - the coaches had the girls run all the way down and then back up this median. so every school day - and throughout the day - hordes of teenage girls would come jogging right by my house. hundreds of them and they were ALL gorgeous. yep - like texas beauties man. i could barely take it - they were like sirens - apparitions. the lawn and other work crews working up and down my street - mostly central americans - would be entranced - just staring - most of the girls were blonde so you could see the lust in their eyes. i always used to think "what if one of those lawn dudes just opened the door to their van and grabbed one of those girls!" It seemed doable. i used to watch them cats real close!
And i should state for the record that I have always always always tried to be as respectful and gentlemanly as possible with all females but especially - to me - they needed to be protected and treated like princesses. i used to hate - and still do - when my friends or dudes would talk disrespectfully or say things that were vulgar about any females - but especially young chicks. i mean - im a healthy dude with the same urges as the next guy. but hell - every female is someones or sister. being disrespectful just wasnt an option.
my wife was 16 when i started dating her. I was 22. it was against everything i was about to even think about dating her. she was the younger sister of a girl-friend in the neighborhood. i wasnt real impressed with the older sister - she was loud and loose and just wasnt my type - pretty kinda - but even though id known her since i was 16 and just moved to texas from NYC - because i didnt like her that much - i never knew her younger sister at all. i went to college back east and moved back to texas when i was 22. hanging out with my old buddies this older sister was around a lot and she'd be with the group. and her younger sister with her. the first couple of times i didnt really notice her. she was a granola girl - deadhead - wore Birkenstocks - hippy-ish - which was ok because so was I to a degree. we all planned to meet one night at this bar to see the Winter Brothers play. I got there and there were the 2 sisters. I started playing pool with the younger sister - Tara - and all of a sudden i looked at her and was struck by her beauty. We Italians have a saying for such a condition "Il Culpo di fulmine" "The strike of the lightning bolt". Its so perfect to describe how i felt that moment and now 23 yrs later I still feel it for her. I was captivated. There was no other option - it was beyond my control. But this girl was 6 yrs younger - illegal in fact. I really stressed for what seems like weeks. The problem was - not just her parents - but it went against everything i was about. There was no way I was not going to want to undress her and make love with her - it was a fact - im only human.
I decided there was only one way. I would meet with her father and tell him i wanted to date his and because of the age difference - i would not mind - would insist even - that we were chaperoned at all times until whenever it was right to leave us alone. I was willing to do that for years just to be with her.
This was the solution and I was so happy to have thought of it. So, I go see her father. Now as sure as I am very culturally Italian to the core - her family was German - her dad was from Germany - was older then my parents so had been hitler youth and had a very strong german accent. he was small but i was intimidated - i had lived in italian neighborhoods my entire life - i never knew a german. but i forge ahead and we sit down and i tell him that i want to date Tara and until she's an adult i am fine with being chaperoned 24/7/365.
He started laughing. He thought i was crazy. He said he understood and remembered being young and he was ok with us dating. I was floored! Does he know what he is doing? I might be respectful but im still a hot blooded italian and I LOVE females and fucking and his was like a renaissance maiden - fair skinned, blonde, perfect skin, crystal blue eyes - (fuckin im getting chills just thinking about how utterly beyond words beautiful she was - i should show u a picture!). He was essentially throwing her to the wolves - fuckin germans. My sister was a virgin until she was 23 ok? The guys were scared to touch her - id kill them. We italians take virtue very seriously.
So that was that. I was ecstatic to not have a roadblock and resigned myself to just taking it slow. I didnt account for the fact that she was a fuckin animal! lol here i am trying to wait as long as possible to make any serious moves on her...and doing a good job because this was important. well she was not on the same page and i succumbed pretty quick to her advances - haha.
The first time i saw her breasts was when we were night swimming in her pool in the moonlight. I remember like it was yesterday. she was wearing a bikini and we were sitting on the steps kissing and i guess i was feeling her up and she took her top off and holy shit - i cant find the right words to describe her dampened breasts with super erect nipples in the full moonlight - like a fucking mermaid - i wanted to cry she was so beautiful. what a memory. she was mature for her age - very cultured as i was having travelled. we had so much in common - we both rode english horseback, played instruments, spoke our respective languages and both shared the same philosophy of living which was to take the road less travelled. we were truly soulmates - i knew she was the one. we dated for 7 years and never fought - we were like blissing in a way that was to not be believed. We wanted to get married so we decided to abstain from sex until our wedding night. well her nectar was so sweet that we slipped a few times and i got her pregnant and i was so happy because i was always scared I would lose her - she was a very free spirit. now that she was with - i truly had her - no way out now. sounds controlling i know but i wanted this girl to be my wife so bad that anything or anyone who might get in my way would not have a chance in hell.
we married (pretty quick haha) and that was september 8 1995. We had started dating May 15 1989. We had our first in 95, our in 97, another in 02 and i wanted 10 but thats where we stopped.
So - back to the title of this blog. As i have watched this angel of mine go from a somewhat innocent to a mature woman - she is 37 now - almost 38 and I am 43 - i started to really appreciate mature women. This wife of mine is all that nature intended a woman to be. to the core. I am in awe of her daily. I am as captivated by her as i ever was - more so even but in a different way. where I used to be struck by her beauty - now I am almost incapacitated by her - the maturity in her eyes and manner - her wisdom and experience - she is like Aphrodite.
In 22 years I can honestly say i have not once so much as thought of another woman so complete she is to me. nor has she. i find that amazing. her breasts are amazing - real, they fed my - that was truly awesome - but they are mine again.
what prompted me to write this blog and name it as such was looking at all the beautiful awesome women here at Local Sexy Swingers - most with your guards down, a certain freedom in your eyes and expressions - - here there doesnt have to be a facade - most of us have already been the newlyweds, had the babies, been through the fires that purify with our relationships - we have lived and we are living and thats what really turns me on now in my life. of course -the minute i feel a pang of desire or lust or whatever that awesome feeling is that we feel when we are turned on - when i feel that - i think of my Tara and even though I truly appreciate all of you for who you are and your individual awesome qualities whether external or internal - its my wife I want and she is all that I want. unfortunately - im all that she wants - lol. man shes hot!
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