|
|
|
|
Welcum to the Mosh pit! While in The Pit, you will hear the metal that pumps thru my veins, it permeates this blog and is all around you. Ear plugs are provided if you choose not to hear, but I hope you will listen for the music IS the essence of me. This blog is based on my opinion and does not necessarily reflect the opinion of anyone else in this universe or any other. And I have an opinion about EVERYTHING. If you don't like it, that's too damn bad. If you do appreciate my words and my music, thank you. Feel free to leave your two cents, it is always appreciated, in my opinion! My current favorite songs:Paralyzer by Finger ElevenRock and Roll by Sebastian BachBlack #1 by Type O Negative Lie by Savage JackLove Kills by the Vinny Vincent InvasionBrutal Pla net by Alice CooperReleasing The Demons by GodsmackThe following posts were made during the scariest time of my life. I'm still terrified but thanks to God and alot of love from everyone here in Blogland, all is well and will remain so, Thanks SO MUCH to everyone!!! I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR MY LITTLE BOY The Second MRI was GOOD newsUPDATE The results of the second opinion
|
|
|
|
PMS Definitions
|
Posted:Aug 27, 2007 2:41 pm
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2007 12:54 pm
9698 Views
|
PMS: pre-menstrual syndrome
That wonderful time of the month when a woman wants to kill everyone who looks at her, gains 10 pounds in water weight, craves all the food that she shouldn't be binging on, has acne like a , can't sleep due to the immense cramping she must endure, she must have chocolate and tons of it and basically wants to kill everyone around her.
What else can those initials stand for?
Such as:
PMS= Problem Man Syndrome
PMS= Pretty Mean Sista
etc....
Give me your definitions for PMS 
Don't worry...
I won't kill you 
|
|
|
8
Comments
|
|
Beyond Bored
|
Posted:Aug 26, 2007 7:53 pm
Last Updated:Oct 11, 2007 12:56 pm
9930 Views
|
I'm totally beyond bored at this point. 
My man is watching a movie that I do not wish to
see, at all. 
There is absolutely no food in the house even though our cupboards are full. I know it doesn't make sense but anyone who's ever counted carbs can relate. I'm not hungry anyway, which is about the only good thing about this plan. I'm no where near as hungry and the weight is dropping with no effort. I have to watch out for those pesky munchie attacks though!
I hooked up with XXX recently. Remember her? I was going to get together back in January with her & I was so nervous! She came to visit and we ended up playing. It was fine but I'm pretty sure it's not going to happen again. It's nothing against her, she's cool. It just wasn't who I truly wanted to be with. Maybe that beautiful, naughty blonde spoiled me or something! It seems like she is the only woman I care to be with. And I can't. That bites. 
We are expecting a friend from Maryland to come for the weekend, I can't wait! He is my man's best friend and used to be the drummer for Savage Jack before carpal tunnell put and end to that. It will be awesome having him here!!! The band has two big gigs this weekend and it's WAY cool that he will be here to share it! 
I planted 16 tomato plants! Right now I have about 50 ripe tomatos and about 200 that are still green. Lil' Metal planted two pumpkin plants that seem to want to take over the garden! hehehe! He has 4 pumpkins at the moment and one is huge, it must weigh 30 pounds! I also planted about 70 pepper plants, cayenne and serranos. Alot of those will be harvested tomorrow so my man can make a batch of his famous hot sauce. And it's time to start making spaghetti sauce and canning. So many tomatos, so little time! 
Well, now that I've bored you with all the boring details of the boring days in my boring life, I'm going to haul my bored ass to my wonderful bed. Goodnight everyone! 
Here is a picture taken at the band's gig Saturday night.
 Is he HOT or what???
|
|
|
9
Comments
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
WOULD YOU FUCK:
|
Posted:Aug 14, 2007 12:50 pm
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2007 9:52 am
10452 Views
|
LADIES, would you fuck:
Donald Trump? (no money involved, sorry)
GENTLEMEN, would you fuck:
Barbara Streisand? (still no money involved, sorry)
 hehehehe!
|
|
|
9
Comments
|
|
One bad day down....time to party!
|
Posted:Aug 12, 2007 11:45 am
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2007 9:58 am
9837 Views
|
Well, maybe a toke or two but I'm staying the hell away from anything that even remotely resembles beer! or cheese!
Thanks for the hug, it was much appreciated
Thanks CCnKalie for your comment. As much as we'd like to change our actions in the past and make up for wrong doings, we can't. We can only work at making the future better.
Thanks for your way cool comment! You are right, there definitely should be a heavy metal head banging smiley! 
Thank You Master, sorceror07 for Your words in the wee hours of the morning. i appreciate it, i know You had a very long day and night yesterday. i guess i just needed to get it out, i needed to be listened to, i needed Your shoulder and Your strong arms around me. That's all i ever need. i love You, You are The One
OK, sappy stuff is done for the moment...
PUFF~N~PASS
|
|
|
6
Comments
|
|
The Price
|
Posted:Aug 11, 2007 6:50 pm
Last Updated:Sep 5, 2007 10:45 pm
9474 Views
|
The Price
HOW LONG I HAVE WANTED
THIS DREAM TO COME TRUE
AND AS IT APPROACHES
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M THROUGH
I'VE TRIED,
OH, HOW I'VE TRIED
FOR A LIFE, YES A LIFE
I THOUGHT I KNEW
OH IT'S THE PRICE WE GOTTA PAY
AND ALL THE GAMES WE GOTTA PLAY
MAKES ME WONDER IF IT'S WORTH IT TO CARRY ON
'CAUSE IT'S A GAME WE GOTTA LOSE,
THOUGH IT'S A LIFE WE GOTTA CHOOSE
AND THE PRICE IS OUR OWN LIFE UNTIL IT'S DONE
TIME SEEMS TO HAVE FROZEN,
BUT THE MIND CAN BE FOOLED
AS THE DAYS PASS I DISCOVER
DESTINY JUST CAN'T BE RULED
HARD TIMES,
OH HARD TIMES,
FOR THE PRIZE, YES THE PRIZE,
I THOUGHT I KNEW
OH IT'S THE PRICE WE GOTTA PAY
AND ALL THE GAMES WE GOTTA PLAY
MAKES ME WONDER IF IT'S WORTH IT TO CARRY ON
'CAUSE IT'S A GAME WE GOTTA LOSE,
THOUGH IT'S A LIFE WE GOTTA CHOOSE
AND THE PRICE IS OUR OWN LIFE UNTIL IT'S DONE
OH IT'S THE PRICE WE GOTTA PAY
AND ALL THE GAMES WE GOTTA PLAY
MAKES ME WONDER IF IT'S WORTH IT TO CARRY ON
'CAUSE IT'S A GAME WE GOTTA LOSE,
THOUGH IT'S A LIFE WE GOTTA CHOOSE
AND THE PRICE IS OUR OWN LIFE UNTIL IT'S DONE
OH IT'S THE PRICE WE GOTTA PAY
AND ALL THE GAMES WE GOTTA PLAY
MAKES ME WONDER IF IT'S WORTH IT TO CARRY ON
'CAUSE IT'S A GAME WE GOTTA LOSE,
THOUGH IT'S A LIFE WE GOTTA CHOOSE
AND THE PRICE IS OUR OWN LIFE UNTIL IT'S DONE
~Twisted Sister~
|
|
|
3
Comments
|
|
Is There Anybody Listening????????
|
Posted:Aug 11, 2007 6:47 pm
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2007 9:46 pm
9610 Views
|
You and I
long to live like the wind upon the water.
If we close our eyes, we'll maybe realize
there's more to life than what we have known.
And I can't believe I've spent so long
living lies I know were wrong inside,
I've just begun to see the light.
Long ago there was a dream,
had to make a choice or two.
Leaving all I loved behind,
for what nobody knew.
Stepped out on the stage, a life
under lights and judging eyes.
Now the applause has died and I
can dream again...
Is there anybody listening?
Is there anyone that sees what's going on?
Read between the lines,
criticize the words they're selling.
Think for yourself and feel the walls
become sand beneath your feet
Feel the breeze?
Time's so near you can almost taste the freedom.
There's a warm wind from the south.
Hoist the sail and we'll be gone,
by morning this will all seem like a dream.
And if you don't return to sing the song,
maybe just as well.
I've seen the news and there's
not much I can do...alone
Is there anybody listening?
Is there anyone who smiles without a mask?
What's behind the words--images
they know will please us?
I'll take what's real. Bring up the lights.
Is there anybody listening?
Is there anyone that sees what's going on?
Read between the lines,
criticize the words they're selling.
Think for yourself and feel the walls...
become sand beneath your feet.
~Queensryche~
|
|
|
3
Comments
|
|
Fuck this day
|
Posted:Aug 11, 2007 6:43 pm
Last Updated:Aug 14, 2007 5:47 am
9169 Views
|
FUCK THIS DAY!!!!!!!!!!!
I've had about e-fucking-nuff SHIT piled on top of my shit pile for one day.
But does it end?
Fuck no it does not.
Because tomorrow will just add more SHIT to the pile.
And NOBODY fucking listens to me.
I'm tired of all this SHIT.
This has to stop.
I can't take any more SHIT.
I fucking refuse to.
|
|
|
2
Comments
|
|
How do you feel today?
|
Posted:Aug 11, 2007 1:30 pm
Last Updated:Aug 14, 2007 5:48 am
8946 Views
|
Please tell me how YOU feel today.
I've got a million emotions running thru me at the moment.
I would rather be at Nikstock with my man.
But I drank too much warm, cheese smelling beer yesterday at Nikstock and ended up with a bad pounding headache.
So, I'm glad I'm not at Nikstock.
There is some drama here which has me down.
But it has little to do with me directly so I'm happy about that.
I got my final divorce papers today.
I'm now officially a divorcee.
I'm sooo glad it's over.
And we did not fight much either.
We were able to stay good friends.
It's much easier to fight than to meet in the middle.
Remaining friends is VERY hard work.
But we did it!
I'm proud of us for doing it.
I'm VERY sad that my marriage is over.
I never thought we would split up.
I never wanted to be a statistic.
I went into it truly believing it was forever.
But it wasn't forever.
I'm sad about that.
I hurt my ex hubby badly when I left.
He didn't deserve to be hurt.
He is a wonderful man.
Like all men, he has his problems.
Problems I couldn't deal with.
But I never tried to work it out.
I handled it BADLY.
I wish I could change what I did.
I never tried to work it out.
I just told him it was over.
There was no other option, I was NOT happy.
I am VERY happy now with my man.
But I'm sad about the divorce.
I LIKED being married.
I liked that commitment.
It felt good knowing that he loved me enuff to want me as his wife.
Hurting him felt VERY bad.
I feel guilty.
It couldn't be helped.
I'm crying now.
I don't want Lil' Metal to see me cry again.
He's seen enough of that.
He also sees how happy I am with Sorceror.
He tells me that my smile is beautiful.
I'm depressed about this divorce thing.
I'm happy Lil' Metal is here to hug me.
He has WONDERFUL hugs.
I'm so lucky, this is AMAZING!
He's not into playing drums anymore.
That's ok.
I just want him to be happy, no matter what.
And he is happy.
I'm very happy about that!
 |
|
|
1
comment
|
|
To link to this blog (rm_metalmama69) use [blog rm_metalmama69] in your messages.
|
|
|
| Sun |
Mon |
Tue |
Wed |
Thu |
Fri |
Sat |
1
|
2
|
3
|
4
|
5
|
6
|
7
|
8
|
9
|
10
|
11
|
12
|
13
|
141
|
15
|
16
|
17
|
18
|
19
|
20
|
21
|
22
|
23
|
24
|
25
|
26
|
27
|
28
|
29
|
30
|
31
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
