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Please Sign My Guestbook
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Posted:Dec 12, 2008 1:33 am
Last Updated:May 4, 2018 5:26 pm
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Welcome to my blog. Please sign my guestbook, so that i may know who has been here. Thank You 
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Lonely
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Posted:May 26, 2017 7:29 am
Last Updated:Jul 12, 2017 1:54 pm
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I feel so alone on here. I can see where some people come and read my blog, but, noone says anything. I even asked for some fantasies so we could have a discussion or I could even write about. Guess i could have written about one of mine, but, I am so shy about them.
Well, here goes. Gonna try to describe one of mine.
It's a full, moonlit night. I am standing in the water about half way up the calf. He comes up from behind me. He starts rubbing my shoulders. Then he lowers his hands down to my back. He rubs me there for a couple of minutes then lowers his hands down to my ass. He squats down so he can get a better view of my ass as he rubs it. He massages both cheeks for a bit in between giving each cheek a small kiss. He stands up and gives my left shoulder a small kiss as he wraps his arms around me. He stands there holding me for a couple of minutes. All is quiet except for the sounds of the water lapping at our legs. He gently turns me around to face him. He gives me a deep, deep kiss on my mouth and gently nibbles at my lower lip. He lowers his head and gently takes a breast into his warm, moist mouth while gently massaging the other with his warm hand. He brings his head up and smiles at me. He takes me by my hand and leads me out of the water to a blanket spread out on the shore.
Damn, is this a fantasy or a book??? lol.
He once again wraps me in his arms and gives me a deep kiss. He stops long enough to lower me gently onto the blanket. He starts kissing me again. He lowers his head and kisses his way down my neck to my breast again..
And tune in tomorrow for more of the fantasy........lol
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Sexual Fantasies
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Posted:May 25, 2017 7:26 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2019 2:48 pm
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I love reading about sexual fantasies. leave me a post about yours.
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I am finally back!!
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Posted:May 19, 2017 12:23 pm
Last Updated:May 27, 2017 11:37 am
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Hello all! I am finally back for the time being. I finally remembered my login stuff since i last blogged. I have been through a lot since i was last on here. I have had several people ask me about mine and my husbands smoking. YES, we are still non-smokers. it has been a hard road to hold not smoking. I still get urges now and then, but I hold to it. It has been almost 8 years now. We feel better not smoking, but at the same time we gave up drinking too. So, now we are non-smokers / non-drinkers. It feels good.
In November of 2016, i had stomach bypass done. I have so far lost about 50 pounds. That feels good but i had to turn around and in January of this year had to have an appendectomy done. That hurt like crazy. They did both surgeries laproscopically, so, my stomach has a few scars. Then, as if i didn't have enough scars to deal with, i turned around in March of this year and had a Total Knee Replacement done on my left knee and then in April i had to have another surgical procedure done. I feel like a human pin cushion. I will comment more later, i have to go to town for some medicines. Take care all 
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An Update on Smoking.......
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Posted:Jun 14, 2011 3:34 am
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2011 11:53 pm
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Here is an update on the hubby and i quitting smoking. It had been a little over 2 years now. The want and cravings are still there off and on, but, easier to stay away from. Here's to hoping for a good outcome of quitting. Hope we quit well in advance of any bad health issues before they could get started . And to anyone out there thinking about quitting themselves... I wish you all the luck in the world
Have a Nice Day Everyone
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Here We Go Again......
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Posted:Jun 11, 2011 2:56 am
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2012 1:23 am
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Well, as usual, i decided to try and start blogging again, and, wouldn't you know it, my damned mind goes totally blank. I don't know why this always happens to me. Oh well, if i should happen to think of anything i will be back. Thanks to those of you who encouraged me to try blogging again. Nice to know someone was interested enough to give me their opinion Thanks again and see you all later. Have a good day all
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YAY!!!!!
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Posted:Jun 3, 2009 11:08 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2012 12:12 am
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It has been a whole 2 months now since we stopped smoking. I am really proud of us. We both feel lots better, and the house is slowly smelling better too as we wipe walls down and clean the carpets, lol. We haven't been hanging around here as much lately due to mowing and gardening season being here. Plus, we have started playing WoW (World of Warcraft). It's an alright game i guess. I haven't really got to sit down and play it that much yet. Guess it's something to do besides sitting on here watching people try to kick each other's ass's over the internet, lol.
Have fun all and take care
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DAMN COMPUTERS........
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Posted:Apr 3, 2009 11:07 pm
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2011 1:02 am
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If I should dissappear for a bit, don't worry too much, my stupid computer finally decided to act up on me after a little over a year of having it. We have been working with it most of the day, but it still is acting quite screwy. Hopefully we will get it lined out soon. Take care everyone. Be back as soon as I can
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Three Weeks And Counting.........
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Posted:Apr 1, 2009 8:52 pm
Last Updated:Sep 2, 2015 10:00 am
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Well, it has been three whole weeks since the hubby and i have had a smoke. It is getting a bit easier, about the only time I have a craving for one, is right after I get done eating dinner. Occasionally I get a craving for one after sitting and watching television or playing on the computer for a while. We both still have small flare-ups with the tempers with each other once in a while, but they are not near as often or bad as they were when we first stopped, lol.
I must admit, I do feel a little bit better physically, as well as mentally. I can breathe a lot easier and not getting tired nearly as quick as I was before.
My Father-In-Law has told both the hubby and I just about every time one of us talks to him or see's him, just how proud of us he is for stopping. Sometimes i wonder just who is more proud of us, him or us... lol.
I really don't think anyone really expected that the hubby would stop smoking. He really suprised them, lol.
I am very proud of us for doing so well with this
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Why, Oh, Why.....................
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Posted:Mar 22, 2009 10:36 pm
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2011 6:42 am
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Why did i ever start smoking??
Since my husband and I stopped smoking, we have been going through the house cleaning the nicotine off of everything we see and can spray down with 409, bleach, lysol, or dawn.
Today, we tackled our fans that we use in the house. That was a really yucky job. I guess you really never realize just how that crap builds up and on everything until you stop smoking and try to clean stuff up so you will stop smelling it. I know i didn't.
I never really thought my house stunk so much when i smoked. We always opened the windows and "aired" out the house when it wasn't too hot or cool outside, so I didn't think it smelled so bad. Now, it seems like i just can't buy enough cleaning supplies and air fresheners.
I really am proud of my husband and myself for stopping. It really hasn't been as bad of an ordeal as i thought it would be at first. There has been quite a few bad assed attitudes flying around now and then, but, neither one of us tried to actually kill the other. lol. Even though it has been almost 2 weeks since we have had a smoke, I am still having some really strong urges to smoke one. But, I don't give in. I fight it with all that I have in me to fight with.
Thanks to all the friends who have been and are still being very supportive of us.
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One More Time...........
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Posted:Mar 13, 2009 9:58 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2012 1:25 am
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This weekend, our nephew that is in the Army, gets to come home for 9 days. When he goes back to his base, he has a couple of training things to do, then it's off to the great over sea's. 
He is supposed to get to come home one more time before he actually has to ship out. He has asked me to make him a pot of spaghetti and said he would also like to have some of my homemade burritos while he's home. I tell ya, the things i do for that boy..... lol. Along with our Bubba coming home, the hubby and I have stopped smoking. It has been almost 3 days now since we have both had a smoke. We are about to go nuts, but i won't let us give in, lol. He has a little help cause he is taking Chantix, but, I, on the other hand, am going it alone.... cold turkey.... and I REALLY WANT A SMOKE NOW!!!! lol. It's funny how you don't realize how many things you thought you couldn't do without a smoke in tow, until you stop smoking, lol.
Anyways, I am really proud of my hubby and myself for stopping. It is gonna take some time to get over all this, but, I am sure we can do it
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So What Now?.?.?
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Posted:Feb 6, 2009 2:23 am
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2011 9:47 pm
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After working my ass off at a certain factory for almost ten years, i got fired. They fired me for missing 10 days. That averages out to a little over a day a year. I, personally, don't consider that to be a bad number. It wouldn't even be that, if they didn't do attendance on a fucked up type of calendar. They call it a "rolling calender". For those of you who don't know what that means, is, if you miss work on February 2, 2008, you have to go to February 2, 2009 and NOT miss that day, before it comes off your record. Even if you have a doctor's note taking you off work, it is still held against you. Now to me, personally, that is completely fucked up. They should not be able to hold that against you, but they do.
The Human Resources BITCH, tried playing it all "we did everything we could to try to keep from doing this" and "i'm only doing what my job says i have to do" bullshit on me. I just simply stated, without getting too snotty, "whatever" and pretty much let it go at that, then called and started my unemployment crap on the roll. Without a doubt, they are going to fight me on that too. I have seen her at work trying to come up with anything and everything about a person that worked there, to use against them in getting their unemployment benefits.
I am trying really hard not to hope she gets caught doing her stupid stuff that she does at work and get fired herself or anything else worse happening to her, but it is really hard. I am trying really hard to be a bigger person in all this.
I am sad and glad at the same time, of being unemployed. I am glad i don't have to put up with all the bullshit and the way they are doing things there, but at the same time, i am sad about not seeing some of the people i worked with. Some of them, i really liked and we all got along and worked well together.
I talked to one of them on the phone this morning, and told her what had happened. She was really not happy about it all. I asked her to tell a few people bye for me and she said she would. I also told her that just because i don't work there anymore, didn't mean we couldn't call one another once in a while.
So, the question i have been pondering on for the last few days, is "what do i do now?"
Other than taking a small break from working, and hoping i get my unemployment started, i have no idea.
Right now i can't even go to the doctor should i get sick or hurt, cause i now don't have any insurance. That is the part that really bothers me. Being diabetic and having high blood pressure, i really need some sort of insurance, and there is no way in hell i could ever afford COBRA insurance.
The first couple of days, all i wanted to do was sleep. Now, i can't. I guess i just have way too much going through my brain.
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